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Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 3/28/2007 08:23:00 PM

Feels like donkey days since I blogged. But it's only about 2 weeks. Life's slow and tough. Online to do Pw PI, which question easier ah? ):

Screwed up chem test, I think I deserved to pass la ): studied like donkey years ago but they just test me on something so weird I never see before. Fine, I'm stupid. ):

Midyear timetable was out this afternoon. Grah, I'm really scared, not the shit-I-don't-think-I-can-finish-studying-in-time scared but the shit-I-just-want-to-pass scared. BIG SIGH. 3 months! It's as long as one term, I should just do something and don't worry too much eh.

I am running the risk of going back on Speech Day with no/a male blazer. Great.




Thursday, March 15, 2007, 3/15/2007 04:54:00 PM

Hmm, sch's starting really soon. 3 days of harmonica practices and 1 more to come/pon. Feeling screwed totally and lost in the notes and stuff. But things are getting better, just that they are getting better from a very bad state and very slowly.

Cowing with my dear first lady was fun. At least I've got company but yeah, cowing is never ever easy. ):

Yeah, EVERYTHING is getting tougher. Social stuff, school work, harmonica... everything.

Yeah monday went right though I didn't know why I was kinda quiet half the time, loss for words to say. Going to school these three days made me realise something. Somethng I fear for the next two years to come.




Sunday, March 11, 2007, 3/11/2007 09:13:00 AM

A fresh week of seven days awaits. No pe, no lectures, no waking up early. First lady is really stressing me out and despite some stuff that I can't help to disagree, she's right.

Will next thursday be the last day of wearing the cedar uniform? 4 years and 3/1/2months. The last common thing I can identify with some people I miss alot back in Cedar. Speech day's on 31st. Seems to be very nice at the first thought, but doesn't sound too inviting considering there's like chem test and the kick in of project work in Term2, with the oh-so-many-changes-suddenly situation.

Maybe studying will make me feel better in the long run.

Monday will be nice.




Thursday, March 08, 2007, 3/08/2007 08:55:00 PM

O2 was like crap and I totally agree with what that friendly j2 guy said on the bus on our way to parkway today. Came back from parkway with the four of them to find Sammie and yeah. It really hurts to see him. Can't believe I missed his presence so much. And now that I think of it, I don't really know whether it was better that we see him today or not. As what kuankuan said, it's freaking untimely and a pity cos Minli and Sammie gonna leave when we are getting closer and have high chances of becoming even closer friends.

Waiting for the appeal results were draining, how could they drag till 5.30pm to call him? Every single vibration/sound coming out of his phone had our hearts skipped a beat or two. But the waiting time was good, long enough for us to talk and it felt like normal break times with sammie. (haha during chinese periods without kid and lilin though)

I really miss Minli and Sammie it's hard to accept the fact larhs. ):
Minli's hot water bottle, her running half a kilometre in front of us during pe, her favourite chinese food and her first aid, she who took me to sickbay when I fell, who told me about the mission of a first aider is to promote recovery, she who's so good in chem and math and she who reacted the greatest when I told her about the thumbdrive aunty who cheated me, she who I dreamt about when I had fever...

Sammie's bullying of Char, his coughs, his white north star shoes, his lemonade, his popout eyes when he sees sweets, his chicken cutlet, his name directly above mine in the class list, his lame jokes and his huihui. The guy who sticked with us through the three months. The time we skipped pe together and cycled while the class ran to ECP, his nonsenses and his mom's katong cuty =x.

Time together spent pansehing the class for banner painting and going parkway together for the first time, going to 7-11, would never forget the first time we stayed on the treehouse and left our bags there and go off to neptune court, that was a friday right before release of results, that was the first time I realise I really like my friends.

The class will never be the same again people you know what I mean. I guess I'm partly sad because I have no idea how things will be like for the future.

Enough said.




Monday, March 05, 2007, 3/05/2007 04:35:00 PM

Please don't let it be the last time I ever going to see Sammie and Mingli as classmates in s61. ):

Mr Chan is nice today, I think I like him some time, when there's a full day or half day off. (:
Duo outing first time with Lilin today (: (One day I am going to Kino and spend the whole day there reading books. And I mean nice books. )

I am never going to touch this piece of black metal junk that wastes electicity and my not much left intellect and my time off for as for as I live, use only when there's a need to, like proper work. Today shall be the last time.

Sports people out there, jiayou and earn us a nice full day off soon okay. I cheer for u people, set. (:

Orientation better be fun.




Friday, March 02, 2007, 3/02/2007 10:25:00 PM

Next week will be fun I guess..
Fun means very minor things nowadays since my life is now so boring... ):

Monday- Probably half/full day off thanks to our dear senior year3s. (: NO HARMONICA, NO ECONS TUTORIAL, NO STINKY C11! (probably)
Tuesday- Posting no school! NO PE!
Wednesday- O2
Thursday- O2
Friday- Probably slack lah, TGIF.

Week following got harmonica camp, kill me please ):

Study mug cow