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Saturday, September 17, 2005, 9/17/2005 07:28:00 PM

yes, as planned. im back posting. ((:

long story todae. can be considered one of my happiest sessions. (acty most sessions are nice and memorable in one way or another. but i really v happy todae)

altho there was definitely some unhappiness at the start, seriously more happy things happened.

met grace at 7.30am. met anna at zhss busstop at 7.40 ba. cab to padang. 8.70, paid 2.90 to anna. met grace's frens. den jiaxin. too many ppl.behind ppl bushuang. ignored. went walked ard explanade for i duno wad reason w jiaxin,grace, grace's fren and anna. rushed back. told us that behind ppl want us away. cos apparently grace's fren miscalcuated and therefore explains the extra amt of ppl. situation super bad. the behind fan very angry. grace's fren ask me go behind. wasnt happy. but well, its dem who queued awy. i nego-shi-ated w the behind fan. (aiya, wadever u spell it lah) i think despite she v bu shuang she is very nice. seriously thanks ((: tho i noe she wun be reading. i saw she telling her fren she dun mean to rise her temper and stuff. den she said sry to us. den i said thanks to her, cos she allowed us go behind dem and the behind ppl din complain. therefore it was solved fnally in the end. o wells. i shant add much emotional adjectives in here, sry jiaxin for all that trouble caused. i really thankful to that fan lor. or else all will be screwed. thanks! ((:

karlyn came. heh. wrote some messy things to liyang. gg send to tw de. hahahas. ((: thanks karlyn. hahha. for being there lah. tho abit duno why u there. heh. thanks. (((:

tanying and her friend, yan yi (am i rite?cant rmb) came. cut my queue. lucky behind ppl no complains. ha. stupid tanying bot her phy textbk lah. lol. den she went buy the sg ver. tw ver not allowed. i wan the poster lah. my posters at home are damm outdated. but awy xz looks funnie there. so nvm. selling my doorhanger to grace for 5 bucks awy. karlyn's on u weekly. lol. den she left w jiaxin to buy food for us. ate some weird hotdog pie and ice mountain. ha. super hot. borrowed sunblock frm grace who's like infront. din heard abt the news of writing ur name on the cover. but wrote awy. "jun wen" yahh. in permanent black zebra marker awy. abit regret. but i like it nowawy not long aft we went in. im 194th. acty shd be fronter. yanyi's 192,ty's193,me's194 and anna's 195. lol. happieee. they had to chop this ugly 56 logo thing on our arm. ya.until now bath alr hafen go off yet. 3 of dem de alr wear off le. boos. ugly. den inside we realised warner arranged the fans to queue in the formation of '5' and '6'. apparently we were at 5. its stupid. no barriers cept in the front and they created rows using the red white constructions band thing. but den security guards super weird. they make the 5 spread out like in single file per row.feels like v lil ppl liddat. but its o-k lah. not VERY little i suppose. but lesser ppl den i expected (BUT its a better thing. more abt it later)den in the end the front rows of 6 are ppl who came later den the back rows of 5 away... but '5' were allowed up 1st lah.

aft stalling awhile under the hot sun. we decided to go raffles city mall for eh, aircon and toilet. so left the place. went bk and toilet. ate a meal there. went back. hot sun again. anna's video cam went siao. lol. but she got this damm power digi cam. which in the end took over 150 over pix of 56 for us. WAHAHA.

56 landed sg at 12noon br225. reached abt 3.10pm. like woa. 10 mins late. hehh. bai se hua yang clothes. brown shoes, white shirt, and a yellow shit inside. a super nice black blet, milkish pants to be exact. kinda of a bad hair day for him. rf's and mz's hair were seriously clayed. super styled. nice. i like. xz looks like he got really dark brown hair awy. hmm.

all the ppl crossed over the red white bands and cut queue. BOO. but its o-k. we were quite not too bad. had a clear view of xz acty. anna's photography starts den. I LOVE HER CAM LAH. sang hao jiu bu jian and crying in the rain. SUPER anti climax cos apparently it was under the HOT sun. and when they were dancing the ti ta dance for a moment i tot the stage will topple cos mz is heavy. 80kg jump here jump there. =/ den started autograph. went up. quite soon. before i went up grace came down and passed me amanda's cd. yahh. asked tanying wad she wan say to 56. she said she duno. honestly i duno oso. NOTICED THAT XZ GOT WHITE HAIR. =X
me: xiezhi, yao zao gu sheng ti (mus tc of ur health ok)
xiezhi: hao...
(walking slowly to mz, eyes still on him tho)
xiezhi: ... (said sth i really cudnt hear properly. duno why)
me: huh?
xiezhi: ni jiao jun wen ma? (are u called jun wen?)
me: shi ah! -smiles <3 (yes yes yes!)

AHH. he so sweet lahs. 1st time he tok to me when i stopped toking to him. sorta of lah.

mz. entirely no interaction. looked at him tho. the end-

renfu: jun wen!
me: (super happy) yao hao hao zao gu zi ji (mus tc k)
i wanted tell him to tc of his voice but yah.ended up telling him to tc. hah. he's so nice!

i wrote my name above xz's head. and renfu acty bothered to look at everybody's album and look up and call the person's name! SO NICE. ((x and xiezhi is so sweet lah! ahhhh! i tot when i went huh he will ignore me or sth. AHHHH!

went down. tanying told sun zong abt the sun's radiation thing. lol. i wonder wad sun zong thinks. i kept quiet behind her tho. lols.

went to raffles city mall again. had no intentions to go back to the session. went bk. sat there and looked at anna's pix. she's a gifted photographer man. pai w on one hand and cam on the other. heard that they performing at ngee ann city on 830pm. anna need go back sch for some mooncake festival celeb cum zhonghua's sch anniversary den ty and her fren(apparently dragged by her de) had to go home. so i decided not go lor. acty all i din wan to go home late. mus be guai. =/

at bk we decided to go back to the session. lol. so we went back. and the q was ending quite soon le. was thinking of buying another one to go up and sign but i dun wan spend over 60 bucks on this ver, cos xz looks horrible. tho tanying at the start that i hope he signed on HIS FACE. cos very ugly. =X so i din buy. 4 of us went stand near the stage to wait for the last song. took alot of pix. helped anna w her digi cam. i zoomed alot =x but i took one super close up can be quite blur pix of xiezhi who was signing a pile of albums. which i guess its frm the gong zhuo ren yuan or warner lah. he was super engrossed. i like =/ eyes fixed on the album. lalala- den when they finished everyone chiong to the barrier nearest the stage. i was sorta in the 1st 2nd row. duno where am i.. could touch the barrier but cant squeeze to lean on the barrier. the fans damm NOISY lah. but nvm. =x xz came super near. half of his feet on mid air and the other half on stage. =x wahahha. sang bai se hua yang. den tok abt shaowei. xz said that he shall ask sw dun join 183 le. haha. and he called sw xu zi ma. so rubbish.

den they took a pix, back facing us fans. HE REALLY TU-ING LAH. but thats not really impt. lalalala-
and im super sure he wore a san jiao ku todae. =x i din mean to notice. i right in front his back facing us okkk. =x hahahhaa. and thats not v impt oso. tok abit more abt froggy and concert. den left. he so cute lah. =X

anna went high. seriously high aft that. cos she took ALOT OF clear fotos of xz at the 1st row. was mad liao. i asked her to burn all the pix into cd for me. lols. happy happy happy.

took train home w yanyi for one stop, and tanying, anna to serangoon together. den took 58 w anna for 1 stop to my hse. lazy walk down the slope. =X ha. anna is damm high. even told me she happy she din went for the shooting stars party thing. grins- heh. and prob we are gg concert tog! (jus hope tanying's dad really dun bring her to america. =X ) and yes, karlyn shdnt go msia on 17 dec too. wahaha. (x hmms.

happy happy happy. took like hrs to type this entry. shall copy it lest it died on me. mus be a very long entry for a long time le. or mabbe the longest? hmm..

did no constructive things todae. yanyi took pure lit and she was telling me abt the characteristic of feste. (x thanks! and i think she teach better den joshua sng. st nics ppl finish the whole play in sec3, while im still stuck at act3 scene 4 now for eye. ha. its kinda of a gd thing ACTY.

i wonder who will exactly read this till the end, here. but since typing was quite long, reading is definitely easier den typing. im happy.seriously.




Tuesday, September 13, 2005, 9/13/2005 11:55:00 PM

i shall not blog anymore until mabbe 11oct. exception on 17sept. session mus blog -.-

i realise im totally lost touch w alot of things. jus to name a few, am's indices and log, quadratic graphs and completing the sq. things that i used to be able to do, or at least, scape thru.

from now onwards, no more blogging. no more wadever. on comp jus for dls. (which is very impt these few wks. =/) i shall ask tanying help me w the shows when exams start.

i shall not watch anything at all. oni 2 HRS PER WK of shows. ((: (currently im lagging at 27 aug, some renfu's wqyl party that's half watched)

i shall make myself useful. AT LEAST one set of notes per day. maths everyday.

memorising. practising. copying. mugging.

im jus trying to sound hopeful.

i noe i can pass this period of time. i choose to believe in myself for one more time. i've worked like nobody's business before, copying notes everyday. ( the results is another thing, i failed, as in exams unfortunately)

but i shall not make this happen for the 1st time. being not well prepared for exams. i noe its kinda of too late. but i still got some time.

shoot me if u see on on msn. jus call me to spot check me.
tell me ur timetable for exams.
tell me u are gg to mug like mad.
i need motivation.
help!

17th sept shall be the last day for polly to play. aft that everything is a no-no.

i hope this works. i noe i will disobey wad i wrote above. (some parts). but no no, i dun wan to fail cos i din put in effort. i wan to haf an reasonable ans for myself if thats happen.

i shall clear this current mess myself.

i hope im firm enuff. i cant lose another time. to myself. and things ard me lah.

sidetrack=

awy things haf been badd ard the world. and i realise how scared i am of death. dengue and i duno wad. yuckks. go away. boos. why is the world liddat? its really horrible. murders, chopping =X and i duno wad. mosquitos. =/ i hate dem.

but awy, wad matters most now is exams. BOOOS.




Sunday, September 11, 2005, 9/11/2005 12:26:00 PM

boos. this is gg to be a boliao post. haha. ((:
aft this i shall be gd and go study respiration. heart is more or less o-k alr. =/
ah its t4 tmr. BOOS. =x
hai.



xz's and mz's gift to the host of jin g, rf.
very lame.
why isit you who cheered me out again?




Thursday, September 08, 2005, 9/08/2005 11:25:00 AM

hafen been really update.
its very weird. cos its hols and i suppose to haf more time den sch term.
hafen been writing pcs too.
hafen been watching dl-ed shows.
hafen been really dling too. i only on comp when i feel like doing sth, den i will dl in the meanwhile.
watched fengmianrenwu part 1 tho, these few days i tot mz is cute. =/ lol. i think im weird. i dun usually care abt him.
he quite cute lah, i think its becos of the shirt, yellow bai se hua yang. =l

hafen been revising too.
duno wads w me, sth's very wrong. holidays i feel slightly better, but slightly worst off den normal days. =/ im confused myself too.

awy. the session is at padang. 3pm. 17 sept. wad a stupid place. boo.

but acty its like 8 days later, abit rush. no time le (for eye)

shall go watch feng mian ren wu part 2. x.x




Saturday, September 03, 2005, 9/03/2005 04:07:00 PM

ban da says they are coming on 17/9. so sudden. 2 wks later?shd i go? it doesnt make sense if i stay at home ah. whos gg w me? big sigh. aftall its a saturday den. not even a sunday. i will haf the whole of sunday to study? (really?) since 18th suppose to be msia. ah. yes i shd go. aftall its only english... and its like a gd SIX days aft that.(aft all?)

BOOS. i knew this will happen. i shd jus go lah right. will it be at j8? can it be a j8? =X
dun like this thing. somebody pls go w me? ahhh. den wad is gg to happen to 20th? when they are suppose to be in sg again? that is like a tuesday. >.<>can dey jus dun come?

haiyah. shd jus mug and mug until decision is being made. will i mug? i hate this. why cant it be like this wk or next wk instead. at least its 10 over days away frm english. = shrugs.

aft all they may change date eh? to when? a later date which is worst? =.=
mabbe i shd be thankful they are coming.
and at LEAST its 6 days before english right?




Friday, September 02, 2005, 9/02/2005 05:51:00 PM

hw for sept
chem textbk qsns.
am circle examples
bio ws
and more to come on mon and tues

extra lessons
mon: chem 08.30-12.30, phy 13.30-16.30
tues: am 11.30-1.30

tests coming up
mon: bio-respiration, transport in mammals
tues: 4b express
wed: chinese bk test

EYE 2005
23.09- english
28.09-hcl
05.10-social studies, emaths
06.10-geog, phy/chem
07.10-lit(unseen,elteacher),bio
10.10-am
11.10-lit (12th night)