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Thursday, March 31, 2005, 3/31/2005 05:09:00 PM
boo.phy test was easy. multiple qsns. WLs.i think we did the same paper as pure phy. o wellls.i realli duno why ppl choose bio. if they haf a choice. nvm. i shant say too early, wait for results 1st. ahh. its stupid. even if its a self study for bio it wun be multiple choice. found out sth v interesting and horrible from annalisa. = abt wmc. o wells again. ahahas. its 10 days to 10april! LOL(x o yahhs. tmr is aprils fool. reminded me of last yr's chinese lesson. hehe. (x awyy. 12th night tmr. siann. i cried over tar7 yesterday this is the 1st time i cried aft watching a reality show. ppl will think im too emotional. but i think realli v sadd. its not the team that is eliminated tt is touching. its how a team who everyone doesnt think too highly of dem fought and prove everyone wrong. an old couple. meredith and gretchen. 70yr olds. gretchen the wife hurt her forehead and even needed stitches. but she urged her husband to go on, in tt undergrd tunnel. it was damm sad.. den they were the last team to arrive. arghs. but weren't eliminated. non elimination round. den they were confiscated of all their stuff, everything, their money and bags. den they haf to travel the next round wif nth. cept passports. imagine some 70 yrs olds travelling oni wif their passports in a plastic bagg. on the losing end. they oni haf each other. arghs. den next leg. no money. borrowed from other teams. stupid rob and amber didnt giv any. cant blame dem. and ray and deana. am really glad they got eliminated in the end. ray is too horrible. "i wun lose to a 70yr old man and his wife" v mean. i really saw the ugly side of human beings. fighting for 1million dollars. wads their prob. den greg and brian had a car accident. nearly got eliminated but outran ray and deana. was a close fight. i was so ji tong. din wan dem out. i cried when dey didnt. really sad. the car driver whom they knocked down got bloood alll over his head. =X the whole car overturned. and rob and amber din even care abt it and jus drove off, overtaking dem. even the old couples at the losing end helped. and the gay boyfrens. even they helped. argghhs. so much toking for tar7. was realli touched mann. cont'd thinking im crazy. im surprised mahself. 70 yrs olds and still so determined. their love for each other is so strong.arghhhs. =( Wednesday, March 30, 2005, 3/30/2005 03:25:00 PM
=(geog was okayy. passing is another thing. at least it was over. phy tmr. sumhow i dun wan study. but im not v scared. tar7 tonite. attn to charmaine neo (x yeahh. rob and amber rawk? had a long time at heartland. i wann to movie screen in mah hse. LOL. better go le. i dun like studying. but i realised how much i dun detest phy. i shall jus memorise the rayys. results in another thing. phy is practical. not like sum stupid atoms. i hate chem i duno why im moody now. not even at the tot of 11days will make me happy like now. 11 dayys. i miss him =( rahhhx- polly hates her mood now. somebody pls make me happy. Tuesday, March 29, 2005, 3/29/2005 03:21:00 PM
wk2:wed- geog thu- phy,bio? fri-lit 12th night wk3- mon-chinese storybk test, emaths, amaths, bio? x( tues-express2b thur-chem, lit unseen wk4- wed-chem, amaths? i cant believe this. i tot end of wk 2 will be end of everything. stop it kkaes. im really pissed. i dun care if i sound like spoilt or wad. wad do they wan from me. having a really badd time at sets hw todae. n(p' n q')? chem sucks as well. she tinks we are playing a fool. like wadever. its becos rite frm e start we dun understand!and she expect us to finish 2 pgs of ws when she oni teach 5 mins of it? and a test next wk on this? bio todayy was o-k. she called me. luckily i said amino acids. =/ else she will scold me. cos amino acids is sth new and she din expect me to noe. so i din noe and she din scold. hahas. shes nice. b4 lesson i was saying damm loudly "wow, she's gg to scream at me todaee" den she walked in and looked at me. and smiled at us. HAHA. and at the end of lesson she asked us whether we are still scared of her. LOL. she said herself she spent her whole life chasing aft cedarians. LOL. hais. geog tmr. i jus wan it to b over soon. and monday is gg to b terrible. i hate monday. cept tt i can watch another eps of ge dou. yuqiao hospitalised liaos. i tot he gg to die or wadd. but he recovered. like too immediately! -.-""" ahh. i hate tests. really. Monday, March 28, 2005, 3/28/2005 05:36:00 PM
geog test on wed! dammit they gg to postpone bio i think-arghs. i hafen do much abt geog. die le lahhh. tkb sounds like she studied alot. im full of doubts for 10th april but im kinda of sure i shall go airport. x) how shd i sneak out of hse on sat? Sunday, March 27, 2005, 3/27/2005 03:07:00 PM
countdown: 2 wks. (:pollyisverybored. studied bio le. kinda of finish. cud rmb all the functions lahs. but sumhow i tink they not gg to make it easy for me. i dun like enzyme graphs. make me confused. blehh. )= geog i still left plantation agriculture, which has the higest possibility of coming out. and wet rice. yeahhs. 2 extremely long blahh stuff. i dun like my weekends. is it alot to ask for jus to go out for movies and haf a kfc meal?=.=""" not that i cannot afford the money, i cannot afford the time. not to make me sound v rich, im not. quoting from tkb: some ppl dun nid study oso can do v well, some ppl haf to study 10 times harder to do that well, i belong to the 3rd grp, no matter how hard i study i dun do well. =( i oways believe that if u study u can pass. now im wondering. honestly i dun wan to fail bio again. but it seems like failing is not a vvv big sin, cos everyone is failing, still.. who wans to haf a underlined progress report or report bk? i think im gg to jus do mahh best. study for it and get the marks i deserve. if they fail me i haf no regrets. esp for bio. cos i really duno lahs. i dun understand sum parts u noe. hais. dun blame anyone for any failure. as for geog. i duno. i shall b longwinded and write everything even it sounds v 'duhz' wadever. enuff of all these stupid stuff. i study cos i dun wan to fail but when i study i scared i fail. i really v scared. =( but so wad if u pass all the tests and fail at the end of the yr exams? i've been thru this kinda of unfair treatment. nvm i shall jus study for everything. wadever.im quite pissed. i wann to listen to sly's new song. not tt im interested in him or wadd but it will be great if he gets popular lahs. (x new song: xiang long shi ba zhang. LOL. think its not gg to sound nice. =/ yeahhhs from now on i wun scold anyone idiot. HAHA. (x im sorry if i sound v wadever u may think in the front part of this entry. i jus think its unfair. and it is. Friday, March 25, 2005, 3/25/2005 09:14:00 AM
suddenly feel like updating.hmms. wake up damm early todae. its ironic u noe. speed for wy is 47kib/s -.-"" like great. ahaha. for a v long time he din appear in wy u noe. and now there's news tt even k1 is taking over. eeeyerr. ): im really v qian bian. if i fail bio and geog again i decided to blame mahself. look at wad im doing now. hais. i hate sch and myself. i wan to be smarter. blehh. had leaders' investiture ytd. hahas. ym said all the sec4s were betting tt the sec3s sure scream? hmms. i think the psl one v nice! hahahas.(: knew alot of ppl went high seeing sum ppl. lol. acp shocked me. rahhhx. its 16 morre dayys! and it seems like eg is cuming oso. HAHA. BOO. so i was oso countdowning for dem in a wayy. o mahh. (x polly promises she will do geog and bio todayy. and abit of phy. i shall do it. aft watching wy. LOL. im so "ill disciplined".-quoting from chiaw i realise acty she's v nice. her way of teaching is v diff from alot of ppl. its harder to be her student, but if u follow wad she says i think u will do well. prob is she ask too much le. everyday go backk read bio tb den ask her qsns tmr its impossible. reallyy. awy. happy good friday! (= Tuesday, March 22, 2005, 3/22/2005 03:01:00 PM
yo. decided to update. (:todae had chinese test. express 2a. blehh. i duno some of the words. think not gg to do well. but nvm. cerlyn: noe u wun read this, noe i overreacting. hahas. but do takkarrie kkaes? aft fit in braces liao wun so pain de (= had show and tell todae. lol. wasnt like prepared. ehh. i prepared aft oac. den i tot she forgot. =/ she didnt. caught me unexpected. hahas. but it was okayy lah. on the whole. i told dem reallyy silly stuff i did when i was young, that i bet oni 3c knows onlyy. blehh. hahas. told dem i went idol chasing and deyy tot i chases sly. hahas. for all youu know i mayy. one dayy. hahas. i think whole class oni few ppl noe i like xz. nvm. i told dem he reallyy v sweet. i nvr say who i like. i jus told dem he v sweet. X) hahas. went phew aft tt. so horrible. decided i like mrs ng better liaos. hahas. budden still not quite agree wif her sumtimes. yahhs.literally. next wk sho many tests. 6. blehh. my record. who on earth will haf more den 6 tests in 5 dayys. dl-ing gd. not one dayy late. its jus v slow. ironically todae its faster. hahas. darling nearly kissed yanyan. as in really close. arghs. knew he didnt lahs. budden i sorta wan to see. lol. his 1st kiss on screen u noe. nvm shant go on gaga-ing. im so glad to see a foto of yanzi, fir and 56 together. it seems to be warner music is better. at least. lets hope so. (: fir got new album! arghs. dun nid hear oso can conclude its nice. =.=" trust dem mann. todae im so blur. arghs. cant stand mahself. i wore lily's uniform u noe! hahas. den in the end end of sch den we went exchange backk. blehh. stupid pollyy.=/ ppr tmr. weird. other classes got it liaos. Monday, March 21, 2005, 3/21/2005 10:18:00 PM
Saturday, March 19, 2005, 3/19/2005 11:16:00 PM
blehh.i still got lotsa of stuff hafen do. sighh- 1 more dayy. dun realli mind gg backk sch. think its okayy. at least i wun rot at home. i lurve mah darling to bits. reallyy. toking to esabella is wad u call, self-destruction. i was so highh. i lurve tongxin. wohaha. cheena fans r so cute. every single web cheena fans go is now DOWN. JAMMED. OVERLOADED. they upload photos like 3000KB per pix. bmp summore. blehh. but they r cute. (x i lurve teeekayyybeee. she's so shuai todayy. (x slept thru tuition can tel she not v happyy im like sorry i cant think. hais. complete the sq to find out the min. max pt. blehhh awyy. ard 3 wks. 21 dayyys i wann to be in shanghai now. i wan to put gd quotes. not "good" but nobody will unicode it hai; Thursday, March 17, 2005, 3/17/2005 08:22:00 PM
sian.dallas sucks. hahas. reallyy. there was this construction thingy taking place outside mah hse unit. they changed the wires and everything. ONE WHOLE DAY NO ELECTRICITYY. channel u's airing hai tun wan. like finallyy. goshh. lagging behind sch work. can feel. ssgeog realli vvvv diffcult! i wann mrs loy to be mahh ma! lols. desparately dun wan to do comb humans. reallyyy. took alot of postcards todayy went kino to acty read bks! woots. i wann buy shopaholic series. (x and mahh darling pictorial bk. din buyy todae. meaningful quotes inside. lol i lurve the onion theory. winks* it kinda of works for me too! tar7. rob is SHO witty and slyy. kinda of dislike him. but if he's gone its nt v interesting. eeeyerrr. 4 pounds of intestine. yuckks noticed i had alot of dreams these few dayyys all related to SCH. o mann. i miss sch? in a way yes. i dreamt of ms susan leong! hahas. in the dream she's nice. (x i love santu! geee i wan to stay happyy can i? im not gg to be so dependent on youu. arghs. Tuesday, March 15, 2005, 3/15/2005 11:09:00 AM
2nd day of hol.yesterdae and sundae were rather slack.=(( hafen even touch geog. arghs. i hate geog. bio oso. oni copied the notes. left phy's convection and radiation. lit. even worse. sighhs. i wann to die ahh. saddd jj's new album is like nice! ha. oni heard the zhu da song. bian hao 98757 or sth. think its nice. i like (: i got this news from sumwhere. ahh. reliability: unknown. april-k1's 2nd album; may-wang zi bian qing wa ost,7f album; june- typhoon album; july- 3rd album!? arghs. i really hope so. i can do without one but i realli hope july will release. let him get out of that darn place, like asap. get it done and over with. jiayou and cum back like fast. pls =(( yupps. and o yahs. dun delay too much. 31st oct is chinese olevels. any presence of 56 in singapore is definitely unwanted. X( yesterdae i had a dream. lol. i dreamt of chinese lesson wif han laoshi. lol. not hou laoshi sadly. but tt's not impt. the dream went like this: jinghan was in mah chinese class. den cos i was late or sth and she was sitting like realli near the door, so i shared a seat wif her when han lao shi was tokin. yuppps. den keli sat wif another person, i duno who. so i had to sit wif another gal. i duno who oso. -.-"" the weirdest thing was that han laoshi used the laptop and i cud see from the screen that it was at the gedou merchandise webbie! diaos rite! yahhs. tat same webbie esabella told me. den i acty turn behind and told esabella i wan the merchandise! LOL. tt's like. she's from another sch and how can she be sitting behind me. arghhs. mah dreams are like weird. LOL. but nvm. i din mind this one. weirddd... cos we were toking that day that this thing looks v ex.... ![]() ....but the free items that come wif : his autographs look v interesting. >.< ![]() anyone can send me open arms mv!? i dun wan to buy the 3rd ver. o yahs. im buying jstar dvd. hehh. decided to buy dvd cos its like better quality. yupps. tho i saw the cover liaos. mahh xz definitely look better den the 828 concert vcd pix. yuckks. awy. ge dou eps 9! i swear from now on i will definitely ga ga abt every single eps or sth! i realli like the show mann plainly becos the storyline is soapy but the quotes v nice. i shall go copy down every meaningful quote or sth. den i can haf tt kinda of "quote of the wk or sth" X) and the preview at the last 2 min is always so nice! v deceiving u may say. it lures u somehow to watch and qi dai the next eps. and i think the nicest bit abt this whole thing is i get to watch it oni once a wk! preserve mah interest and everything. if its vcd part 1 or sth i bet i will finish it like 2 days and in the end i will realise that i dun seem to rmb anything. duno lahs. that feeling of qi daiing is realli nice. hahas. yingqi's ma is so poor thing. and yanhao likes xiaokui. so that guy is like... not unfeeling and everything aft all. i liked their part man. i realised yanhao smile tt time v nice. i mean, he oways frown and everything. he shd learn to smile more. (X i think im wasting mah hols! arghs. 2nd day liaos. thu i shall do ss project and go kino mahself. sadd. everyone is like busy. =( i wan to browse thru the pictorial bk. doubt i will buy. im rather proud of mah achievements. hafen been realli buying anyting. mabbe magazines oni. but i wann the hp diao shi. hahas. 1st look at it v cute, but aft a while i tink its ok. and u noe wad, i think yingqi's nicer. hehh. like so duhz. rf is cute! (X ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() hais. somebody save me.. i hate hol hw. Saturday, March 12, 2005, 3/12/2005 12:44:00 PM
i feel so sadd for him.i wonder he realise how badd is the situation or nort. when i heard the news, i nearly died lo. eh not reali. more of shock. overreacting, yes. but mah 1st reaction was a mixture. angry and sadd. mah poor darling. lol. i shall pray wif esabella man. was so happy at 1st. 20000bucks per eps. tt's like wow. ahas. now i rather he dun act. lol. nvm. when the drama is out, no matter how sucky it will be.. i bet i wil gaga wif esabella still. lol. ym. u duno how lucky is sw. he gets to act wif proper ppl. >.< im like lame, im like over affected by it. chill polly, chill. lol ym!play mag march issue is 56. nvm. for the time being i shall still go gaga abt ge dou. i realised how nice is yanyan. compared to him Friday, March 11, 2005, 3/11/2005 06:54:00 PM
march hol hw 2005chinese 4 summaries express 2a hai sui zhen nan ss project: cambodia geog test: wk 2 tue. agriculture phy test: 3 chapts bio test: enzymes and food in diet lit unseen ws lit 12th nite 12 qsn lit english teacher test: chapt1 lit unseen test lit 12th nite test:scene 1 act 1-3 amaths sets ws im like pissed. Thursday, March 10, 2005, 3/10/2005 07:32:00 PM
yesterdaes tar7 was like damm nice!1st time i enjoyed tar like in eps 2 lors! mabbe cos i know the teams better. ahh. yahhs. i think rob is sly lors. dun realli like him but i dun realli wish to see amber off. i like ron and kelly! (X and brian and greg. hahas. awyy i think its getting damm interesting. carn wait! got like damm lot of hol hw and tests coming up in april. april is gg to be damm hectic mann. event of the month: 10th april! wohahahs! 32 more days! (X hol hw i haf to date: amaths sets ws. chinese chang wen suo duan. chinese bk; hai sui zheng nan. 12th nite act 1 scene 1 bio test express 1a am test 3 lit tests. sounds like 1 mth hol hw rite. )= awyy. im demoralised by mah oral comments. as if i hafen been speaking chinese she call that tongue tied. sadd. everyone. cheerios tho. its finally end of term. its like, phew. at last. Wednesday, March 09, 2005, 3/09/2005 04:13:00 PM
decided to update.im gg to fail mah chinese test! and the oral! help! its like the 1st time i feel so worried for chinese larhs! stupid moe change the format. hais. oral was horrible, but the test is like. shakes head- =(( got amaths and comb sci ppr marks liaos. and o yahh. im gg to fail bio. i mean, i failed bio. 18.5/40. tt's like. ehh. ard 46/100. sadd mann. i hate bio! hafing emaths test tmr. o wells. i hope thk decided to be nice and everything. term's ending. like fast. im looking forward to hols. shall watch mah shows and study express2a. and lit. hais. one wk nid to do so many things. chill, i shall do it quickly, get it over and done wif. shd i go do cip next wk? Sunday, March 06, 2005, 3/06/2005 09:07:00 PM
爲什麽要問生命帶給我什麽,而是要問問我自己在我的生命中留下了些什麽!^_^encode it unicode. yupps. so meaningful rites. ![]() note the pix he was crying. the most extreme left one. aww. ![]() Saturday, March 05, 2005, 3/05/2005 06:35:00 PM
im like happier. hehh. not exactly but..thanks jinghan for the long talk. and tkb oso. ahahas. everything is the same but i feel better. see, i say i need to be distracted from unhappy stuff? awy. jing i hope its not a too bad reminder. da on wo cai tonite. 9.30. yahhs. saw the ad again todae. ym ur darling is offically declared as one of the 2 male leads in the froggy prince drama thing. hahas! i guess its immediately aft ge dou. ard another 2 mths. (X i went kovan wif maa todae. actualli saw ppl shoplifting. ah im not v sure. but she was trying out the earrings at minibits wif her fren. i saw her den she gave me a look. den when she left she din took it off. and they were behaving so suspiciously lahs. when they left they even turned back and looked at the shop assistants. hmms if wad i presume is true, den she went scot free. ahahas. if i told the shop assistant, mabbe mini toons will write to ms leong! (X lol. like wadde. awy. im like so happy for xz fans! wqyl decided to celeb his bdae aft 14 days late! :X shall go off now and dl it asap. wohahas. (X pollylurvesherdarrlingg. Thursday, March 03, 2005, 3/03/2005 04:52:00 PM
before i actually start on wad i wan to say. jus a few notes. 1. yesterdae's tar7 was bit boring. too many teams. i was so scared of ron and kelly. thank god they din get out. rob and amber 3rd place. slept at 12.30am. im like tired. X: 2. imm 1pm. dun nid elaborate. 3. tmr den i go duty. went took neos wif grace. suddenly, the tension is there and we din realli tok, suddenly. awy. im glad u are okay. haha. kkaes. i shall start. i bet im the last one ever to update on oac. i shant go into details. i jus wan to get it straight off mah chest. and that's it. hahas. i realised everyone i noe likes chief! hmmms. shant mention the names, but i was quite surprised at some ppl that i found out todae. awy. oac. im like. eh. i shd i say. i wasnt in my favourite mood during the whole camp. i wasnt feeling like dammm sad or bu shuang. im okay wif it. i survived thro it. that is sth. i din go 1st aid base! hahas. i cried. 2 times. once touched and happy. another time was when the whole class jus started crying one by one. and i cant stand seeing ppl cry. i will cry. the worst thing abt camp, in my opinion was the toilets and the dorms. i dun care. hahas. i dun care if i sound spoilt. im not a spoilt brat. i jus feel that there's room for improvement manx. if there were more toilets, i guess instructor malina din haf to be so burdened and stuff. yahhhs. it was quite weird returning home. i was glad. im sure. it was oni when i returned back to sch and start lessons. hehh. i died during amaths. i was reminded of sets and logs aft 6 days in the camp. when i din haf to do alot of things. tho i was deprived of. hahas. awyyy. the post oac days. hmms. i shant mention. everyone is jus gg gaga abt chief. hahas. its kinda like weird. and cute. hehh. i duno. one thing i v sure i dun like chief as much as ppl i noe. i haf to stress on sth, i dun dun like her! she's like so cute. hehh. tmr will be a better day. woots. but im not crazy. hahas. mabbe that i dun tok abt oac tt much everyone thinks im like sad. well, i am. but not over camp la. seriously. i nearly cried 2 days in a row. aft reading tkb's letter. i duno when actualli tkb will read this. its like i den jus realised she is the oni one who noes. im sorry. hais. im like, realli... eh nvm i need to be distracted. i need more time off to think. i need somebody there for me. i need to change. how i wish crying helps. but i cant cry. awy. i decided to write bit more abt oac. high elements was fun. hehh. i cried there. hey! aft cuming down i mean. cos i was really touched by C2. yahs. i din get to bath and we went sci centre smelly and dirty. din sleep well too. cos i was on the floor, and unfortunately, i heard snoring. 2nd dayy. solar cooker. our junky masterpiece. hehh. that oni reached 50 degree or sth. hehh. den amazing race. 2nd team to arrive. hahas. 3rd dayy. low elements. it was the most fun act. hahas. was realli happy there. labrador challenge: made like half the class cried. i was one of dem. cos i realli cannot tahan more den 2 person cry at a time. i will jus burst into tears without knowing why i crying. 4th dayy. southern island. i like that! so funn! and windy! tt was the day we named lily antor. hahas. ant and tortoise. 0.o eh nvm. slept wif her at nite. she's like a pig. 5th dayy. show and tell. =X fire drill. campfiree 6th dayy. big sweep. ziplineZ! ehhh. sum things i din mention: like, how nice mrs loy was, how clara smuggled sweets and chocs in. how many ppl went 1st aid base. how boring the debriefs were. yahhs. i think the oni nice thing abt debrief is chief. "tmr will be a better day" (X 3c's remix ver of billy bun ja wadever u spell it and reka den gay. hahas. c-o-u-r-a-g-e we r gg to oac c-o-u-r-a-g-e we r gg to oac 0-A-C... 0-A-C..! hah. serious i tink 3n de cheer v gd. campfire was nice. but i feel that we can go even higher. 3c got 2nd runner up. tt's like. i duno. it meant quite alot to us. cos as a comb sci class we receive a slightly diff opinion from other ppl. yahhhs. and a small class of like 27 ppl in the camp is not easy. i shant go on toking how sad am i. im not being pessimistic. cos i dun even see the future. i nvr tot of the future. im jus sad abt stuff happening rite now. Wednesday, March 02, 2005, 3/02/2005 03:14:00 PM
tar7 yesterday!todae 2 hr special until 12.30am! yayy! rob and amber! went hougang mall. saw concert vcd/dvd. saw sth even more shocking. autosession april 10. duno where. ahh! i am gg! hahas. i miss dem like crazy. acty i duno. i can get sick of dem if i see dem too often on the comp and stuff. but seeing dem in person is diff! yayy! mah darling! woots! whos gg? i asked anna, amanda liao. esabella olevels she cannot go! T.T yM! the shi jie mo re will end for us. on the same day. arghhs awy. at that time, i will still say. i hope. "im glad it all happened" (: Tuesday, March 01, 2005, 3/01/2005 12:23:00 PM
tar7 todae!tmr channel 5 premeier! rob and amber. (X eps7. i cried think gg cry for eps 8 oso. X| |