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Monday, February 28, 2005, 2/28/2005 02:39:00 PM
sorry. this is gg to be long.im backk!
i noe alot of ppl miss oac. i noe. i understand.
i feel weird too.
i missed yw actualli. i mean. yahhs. gd luck for ur vball match. guess its happening jus now.
yumingot alot to say to u! serious. thanks for tagging. i was not v happy when i reached home. aft reading ur tags i feel better. eh u din do like anything but eh. i think im realli shallow. wadever.thanks darling's darling's darling. hehh. i dl-ing gedou7 now! hehhh. see how much i miss mah darling. actualli i din realli miss dem, cos i din haf time, everyday was like rush rush rush, kana scolded, greeting everyone and everything. yahhhs
im realli mixed up now. lol.
before i go on, chief is really cute. lol. i like leader yunqian too! lols. all from 4c. yupps. and instructor lilin, instuctor cheryl, instuctor xiuqi and instructor seokhan! hehhh! mucks*
2nd thing. thanks ppl, esp C2. yahhs. thanks for the "polly shells by the ocean..." and "jolly polly or sth liddat". i still rmb renny's joke abt " wad do u oways haf in ur pocket? polly! (X"
eh. i noe we are like not that close. but im sure we din cheer for the sake of cheering. whether it was real or not, i thank c2. nicky. thanks! u directed me for the broken bridge. lols. i noe i suck at high e. hehhh. thanks lily the amaths rep and mah ant-tor. hehhhs. thanks for tolerating me and standing mah kan chiongness (its becoz u are slow and accident prone! u are cute! and spastic!) yahhs. 3c won the 2nd runner up for best class award.i think before hand everyone tot we had the chance to win. wells. shant go too in depth abt it. so we were disappointed and happy. clara is gg to laminate it. lol. and mrs loy is gg to paste it on our doors. hahas. the skit sucks. to me. sorry ppl. i think i realli suck. im not pretending or driving into anything.
this camp was fun. i haf to admit. i duno. im seriously sad. awy besides hafing realli bad toilet and doms. hais. i think im the one who cant stand anything there! i feel even more worse den diana! i duno. hais. i realli hate the doms and toilets. im sorry ppl. im spoilt. eh mabbe. i sucks.
lols. i dun wan to go tok abt every single thing that happened in camp. i will get sick of it. its great to be home. but i feel too pampered. i duno. ehhh. i realli love mah mom, mah bed and mah darling.
but believe it or not. until now i hafen touched the bed. oni the comp! ge dou!
ym! dun cry for yingqi! lol. wait till u watched eps 6! u will die mann! o yahs. wads that thing abt the frog prince drama! i wann to noe! and why is xz not gg to be bald?! hahas. ans me!
i feel that this camp had changed me and had not changed me. for one thing. im still shallow. nth makes me higher den dem. and im sick of that. i dun wan to be highed by ppl i get to see oni like 9 times in mah life to date. this is crazy..
i duno if other classes bonded or not. seriously i dun wan to tok abt it.
thanks lily. doubt u will ever read this. awy. thanks.
everyone is loving oac05 now! its not wrong u noe! i see the reason! its kinda of weird. to me at least. i feel in a part of 3c yet not in a part of 3c. its kinda of deceiving. and im growing to hate this. im sorry. cant blame on anyone but me.
whoever that reads this. i haf to reinforce.
im not sad or wad. i mean i realli liked the camp. the food was great, the activities were fun, we were enthu, chief, ast chiefs and leaders and instuctors were nice. i think they put in alot of effort. as tired as us. yahhhs. thanks for making it happened. tho i may not be feeling high now, a quote i used before: "im glad that it happened." (X
thanks ppl. im alright. i guess the post oac days i will be still toking abt oac. yahhhs. awy. i haf to get on wif my life, cont'd wif it and make it happen. hais.
)=
im realli hopeless.
ppl so missing oac and im like here reading abt mah darling
forget it, i suck
23th feb: yuqiao had to keen down infront of yanhao. arghs!
24th feb: 自我催眠 wad do u call that. awy. which is wad im doing now oso. ):
i tell u sth. i think even if i sucks and im hopeless. its not wrong cheering up myself. im serious
am i a really badd person
Tuesday, February 22, 2005, 2/22/2005 07:10:00 PM
im kinda of excited.but i guess i dread it more den i like it.
rachel scared me todae. den i scared yw, cerlyn and lily abt this.
imagine. u sleep at the top bunk bed
u wake up in the middle of the nite.
u see sth hanging from the ceiling
x:
imagine. again.
u sleep at the bottom bunk bed.
in the middle of the nite, u see legs and hands. and blahh. hair?
>.<
imagine. again.
u sleep on the floor.
u turn.
under the bed
u see sth there. under the bed.
=X
ahhh. how. lol.
tmr high elements, astromony.
tues, solar cooker field cooking and amazing race.
wed, labordor challenge and low elements.
rest i cant rmb.
fri is tower. ahha.
o yah. channel 5 has been repeating tar5. mahh colin and christie.
(X ahha. colin rocks.
awy. he has the same badana wadever u spelt it as the one clara bot for the class!
the black one! (X
tkb bot 37 whistles at a go. lol.
im gg to miss mah darling. ahahas.
my comp, mah ma and pa. mah bed. mah fone. mah tv. blahhh.
6 days 5 nite.
im kinda of ready. i hope. at least i packed de 7788 le.
awy. tc` ppl. haf fun.
ym! if got any news abt mah darling jus msg me. i will read it 1st thing i get home. yahhs. abt the jstar mag oso. hehh. thanks! (:
hais.
i think i better go.
i prepared tissue. lol.
mah ge dou eps 6!
to think im gg to watch on the eve of the camp.
haiis. o yah.
bio test sucks.
sperm cells. wadde hell. haiiis.
=((
Monday, February 21, 2005, 2/21/2005 03:03:00 PM
it wasnt me - mengzhe今天天气有够晴朗
真想出去晒太阳
打电话给刚认识的baby
一起出去兜兜风
费劲千辛万苦终于得到了她的同意
就在这次的约会我要他便成我的唯一
没想到她竟然愿意让我亲她
偏偏就在半路杀出一堆成咬金拉
又是那些每天没事做的狗仔队拉
我真希望他们明天出去就被车撞
不管怎样已经被拍到了
如果还否认好像有点太假
只能怪我自己出门前没烧香
但是记者问起我有应该怎么回答
你跟她交往多久
it wasn't me
你跟她去hotel
it wasn't me
车子一直摇了很久
it wasn't me
公司没有任何回应
it wasn't me
你跟她交往多久
it wasn't me
你跟她去hotel
it wasn't me
车子一直摇了很久
it wasn't me
怎么这么多的问题
it wasn't me
ripped tis off from ym. hehh.
wad can i say. mengzhe is gd! thumbs up!
tho its not like damm pro lyrics i think its v cute.
ahhh. i dun usually praise him u noe. hehh
he sang that at concert. yahhs..
awy. i asked 3 ppl taking bio wads the function of proteins none can ans me.
i think bio realli sucks.
cos its like the eve and nobody noes their stuff. me oso. haiis
i din fail emaths! 0.o but i din do well. hais.
Sunday, February 20, 2005, 2/20/2005 10:49:00 AM
happy dayy. nth shall spoil mah mood todayy. hehhh.you know sth, its realli nice. heh.
i duno how to describe. its like. u are glad another year has passed and everything is still alright. yahhs.
poor darrrll. last year bdae he had fans from sg to celeb wif him
and this year, even shaowei and mengzhe not in town!
no wq happy for him. so sadd.
and lots of filming.
they say film until ard april. ahhh. still so long.
todae's ge dou shall be the nicest so farr! lol.
on his bdae! lets hope the rating goes up. (X
yuqiao is gg to break his arm. lol.
yahhs. the predictions we came up wif are really nice and heartwarming.
30 yrs from now, in a big big garden under the tree, sw and xz playing chi chess, drinking chi tea, each haf a pet bird(yahh i insist) , wives chatting, grandchildren playing wif each other... maybe they will get involved in gardening. dots!
they will be half blind haf deaf. require reading glasses. sw wif a crop of white hair, and xz wif no hair. hehh. xiezhi shall be bhb and re watch every single dvd, vcd, shows he ever hosted, and shaowei will be watching wif him.
renfu will be still hyper, strong and active 30 yrs from now. ahahas. i can imagine.
this is the best retirement life one can haf, agree? still having old frens and nice families. hehh. and lotsa money.
ahhh. awy. happy bdaee xiezhi!
im sure everyone of us fans, share the same kinda of thoughts.
i love mahh darling! wheees. im so happiee!
sum pix:
this is so renfu.
Saturday, February 19, 2005, 2/19/2005 08:16:00 PM
sian. bio hafen finish!but i left proteins, minerals, vitamins, water.
so hai hao la
jus tt i duno how on earth im gg to memorise
somebody save me.
i hate bio.
had a tok wif mah tutor.
she gave me tt box of chocs. i nearly penngx.
i dun think i deserve it
she was saying log is not easy. so she v happy.
i told her cos do until v xi guan liao
and told her tt im not gg to be liddat
she was like smiley to me. den rest of the chapters u oso do until v xi guan la.
can she understand its luck. hahas.
awy thanks. really. for teaching me. and the chocs. hehh.
den she asked me why thk's mistake nobody brot up in class.
i told her actualli our class v weak in maths. its true la. else its not a comb sci class le mah.
den she said, you mus do better. den in safer region.
like... haiiiis
den i told her i dun like bio
she trip sci de mah. she was like yahhs. lotsa to memorise.
haiiis.
im kinda of in this weird mood this few day
studying in 3c is like.
tough. i bet rest of the ppl think so too
are we supposed to haf all these. tough stuff.
i rather slack for gd.
Friday, February 18, 2005, 2/18/2005 05:16:00 PM
yeahh. that 2 woman is crazy. tkb and wenqi. hehe. and yeahh. chinese lesson was fun! we listened to wang fei's song. lol. den i wanted jj's dou jiang you tiao. hehh. the class was in this weird weird mood.
awy. aft sch actualli went oht's hse.
it was unplanned. long story lahs.
grace's idea. hehh. den went her ahma's hse eat.
den i left liao she msged me told me her ahma wanted gimme angbao!
wasted! LOL. im not so money minded kkaes. awy. (X
ppl. try to listen to mah delication on 20th feb nite! im gg to delicate song to lotsa ppl. hehh. the top of the list ish mahhh darrll.
so fast one year passed. this made me think of lotsa stuff. yahhhs.
oac is cuming! i bet im gg to die! but i think i will enjoy mahself. lets hope so.
but our camp tshirt colour
Thursday, February 17, 2005, 2/17/2005 08:03:00 PM
wad a day.supposed to haf phy test aft sch.
den it was cancelled. like last min notice?
awy. chem was not too bad. by now i got half a qsn wrong. hahs. lets hope for the best.
bio was funnie. mrs chiaw cant pronouce spastic and advertisement properly. she insists her way. o wellls.
aft sch i waited for grace and sherry. ha. den did am hw in class.
1st i did all by mah self. den huda came. lol. den gwen jus sat beside me.
den 3 of us did tt sim. eqns. it was damm weird.
cos we were all doing diff. qsns. but end up same ans. huda was screwed up. den i realsied got 2 qsns same ans. dots!
den i realised its cip at toapayoh! nobody told me!
ate long john. it was v funnie. cos we were discussing abt fates of the bands.
zhang dong liang, 56, she. blahhhx.
i think 56 fans are blind
honestly why i like dem i duno
i think i v stupid. grace dun think so.
yahhs. liyang is cute! (X
denn we went to the library
and we backed out.
sorry lah. slackers 3. wadever. its oni term 1 lehh!
den wanted to take neoprint at j8.
stupid sherry. din go awy
den went cd rama. stayed there like damm long.
den popular. was looking at this baby name bk at parenting section!
sherry is a russia name
polly is a irish name. lol. catolic me?
grace is british name.
ken (thk) 's name means cute.
._.
last thing to describe him!
polly is a 70s common name.
tony is a 60s common name
grace is still a common name.
sherry name means a great future or sth. yahhs wadever.
lame la us! went ga ga over a bk.
ronnie means helpful.
awyy.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005, 2/15/2005 06:37:00 PM
1st, thanks ppl! those who left sweets and chocs on mah desk!i dun realli noe which one is whose! hehhs. thanks! (X
ah! mind me for another time.
i din realli enjoy ge dou u noe!
lol. its touching la. its all abt family love this eps.
esp when yan2 was close to tears. lol
the oni part i really enjoyed was the advertisment for next eps
this eps oni got like 10 mins of yuqiao. lol. i watch until damm kan kor.
the more i watch the more i think yingqi is better. get wad i mean?
next eps truth abt yuqiao's birth! and he's gg to break his arm
me and esabella are damm excited! lol.
his elbow to be exact, was bandaged.
just like lily todae. lol. p.e. was damm funnie larhs!
1st aid! lol!
awy backk to the topic.
den he was damm pathetic la. all the pathetic stuff lors.
im so damm looking forward mannnx.
he's gg to break his arm
lol.
there's sth seriously wrong wif xz fans
we all v qi dai him break arm, get sad. lol
next wk oac. omigosh!
i proved one thing: there's nth wrong wif mah comp! hehh. my dl speed went up to 51kib/s todae!
Monday, February 14, 2005, 2/14/2005 05:06:00 PM
♥happiee valentine's day ppl! ♥hehh.
thanks everyone! lotsa chocs and sweets!
ahaha. i feel kinda of guility cos i din had enuff to go ard wif.
but i realli hope u guys enjoyed urself wor! ^ ^
ahh. dl-ing ge dou again.
i seriously think there's a prob wif mah comp
and unfortunately i duno wads the prob. wadde. >.<
i shan start scolding everyone.
lets hope it doesnt lag anymore.
=((
i badly wants to watch this eps!
next one is gg to be even nicer!
shan start gaga-ing abt eps 6!
i wan mah eps 5 now!
i shan let this affect mah mood
but mah mum will be damm bu shuang la.
haish.
awy. enjoy, ppl! =D
Friday, February 11, 2005, 2/11/2005 10:20:00 PM
yo! jus finished watching part 1 of 828 concert!was damm sad at the starting! they show scenes of the typhoon and rain...
awy. SHAOWEI IS DAMM HOT! i cannt stand! that moment he unbuttoned his shirt! OMG. hahas. HE'S DAMM SHUAI AND TALL! hahas. kkaes. finne...
mz has a not badd talent for lyrics wor! hehh.
RENFU is sho damm ke ai! arghhhs.
AND im trying to get over xz's performance. ymca. lol wadever. even i cannot stand! arghhhs. i agree it was highly entertaining. awy..
tian hei hei really damm nice. i liked the song even before he sang it. the yanzi's ver. ahhahaha.
kkaes. mahh ma... irritating. duno wads wrong wif her. =X
kkaes.
2/11/2005 08:58:00 PM
sho nice! ahaha. i wan to learn how to make this flash stuff! hehhs.
things to do: emaths, amaths, chinese, chem, phy, bio
things i did: chem and chinese! 3 ke wor! hahas.
Thursday, February 10, 2005, 2/10/2005 08:54:00 AM
yo. freddy and krenda won tar6!
kris and jon shd haf won it! ahaha.
hmms the history repeats. mah colin and christie were 2nd too.
hehhs. tar7! woots! march 1! right aft camp! yays!
went to tar7 webb to read abt the teams. heh.
got one gay team wor. been together fer 4 years le. =X
hmms. judging the teams jus by their data and faces. i feel that its worse den tar6!
tar5 was better den tar6. and tar7 teams look hai hao.
mah 1st impression: ron and kelly, rob and amber, ray and deana. hehhhs.
usualli takes a while to know the teams, by the time u start to like one team, the race is almost over. =X
awyy.
Wednesday, February 09, 2005, 2/09/2005 09:59:00 PM
sucks
i dun even feel pampered
not even relaxed
moodless cny
that feeling is like. im not enjoying anything
i even tot that non chinese ppl so shuang got 2 days free.
=.="""
kkaes. despite the fact that there's alot to eat and new clothes.
i dun feel anything at all
yahs. 1st day i feel so sian
summore tmr is the last day.
fri got sch.
u noe sth. i kinda of looking forward to sch
at least aft sch i can go collect mah stuff.
=/
o yahs. and cny money rawks.
hehh. im no longer in a financial crisis.
whee.
tw rocks even more
they got this 7 hr cny eve show
whole thing 56 summore
like even if i wan to dl oso cannot dl finish la
lol
1200++ mbs kkaes.
i swear if i cud dl that thing. there's nth i cannot do.
i dun sound lame. u go try urself.
hais
i hate cny
suddenly
tar6 last eps now
hopefulli it will cheer me up.
sg is pathetic
even wif scv u get to watch oni 1/3 of wqyl
sucks la
Tuesday, February 08, 2005, 2/08/2005 01:13:00 PM
halo.
im feeling better.
1st thing. i finished dl-ing aft 6 hrs. >.<
still, its a gd thing. it works.
2nd thing. todae's new year eve! woots! (im trying to sound happy)
3rd thing. ym lend me 2 eps of douzhen and ge dou wq happy!
4th thing. i got mah eps. 4 to watch!
5th thing. saw mah pri sch fwens todae. not exactly happy but im glad. (:
yy,zy,tw,myx,feli,anna,peilin,bea,candice,yurong... hehhhs. and the guys too! (:
but still...
6th thing. i need 50 bucks to pay for mah latest issue of PLAY that has ge dou on cover... mah comic 2 and most imptly tw concert!
i nearly melt listening to xz's ver of tian hei hei. u noe tt yanzi song.
hehhh.
7th thing. i got 4 tests next wk.
i shall not care for now. at least for now. this aftnoon
shall spend mah time helping maa and watching all mah shows.
haf fun ppl! hugss..
Monday, February 07, 2005, 2/07/2005 06:08:00 PM
im pissed.
wadever.
this may sound like a small thing to u.
its mah prob
forget it
bt is lagging.
they dun wan to show chn 56 this wk
like wadde.
the file im dl-ing for like 3 hrs..
im full of doubts.
will it open.
like wadde.
4kib/sec.
nvm im jus being impatient.
i wonder aft 5 hrs of dl-ing will it work
it better
like im not v happy now
everything planned is ruined.
yahhs. i may sound damm annoying.
but im affected. by these small cases u call dem.
yahs wadever
these mean alot to me
and none works rite.
yahhs.
tmr is cny
as if im happy.
4 tests next wk
h a h a
Friday, February 04, 2005, 2/04/2005 04:37:00 PM
yo.
jus finished amaths test.
got backk amaths class test todae.
lol. i like jus passed lahs. 10/20
awy. i hope i can pass the test.
i reali got possibility of failing.
lets hope.
mrs loy came back liao.
ooots.
hmms. 3 days nvr sleep properly le.
shall finish off phy chem emaths. den sleep
wy tonite got yuan dian mv. according to awei.
shall watch wy everyday till 20th. ha.
kaes. tc pple.
yawnnns.
Tuesday, February 01, 2005, 2/01/2005 04:16:00 PM
yo.
ahhh. ge dou rocks.
i cried lor!
and now thinking of it i dun realli noe why.
eh. i think too engrossed le bahh.
esp when yq struggled to pull himself up.
thinking back it was fake.
all the bruise and blood.
wad is even more sad, was that.
she rejected him yet again.
its realli damm saddening la.
poor youli.
i kinda of struggled wif her too.
deep in her she likes him alot yet she hurts him so much.
the hurt in yuqiao's face.
ahh.
awy its realli nice.
the story progress isnt realli that sad lahs.
i cried wif xiao khui. i tink she's like the female taizi.
did so many things for yingqi. and tt latter dun like her at all.
so mean even scolded her...
aha. when yuqiao fought against yanhao and defeated yanhao
so shuang kkaes! its like im kinda of enjoying yuqiao's snobbish attitude.
cos yanhao is realli irritating. lol. tho yuqiao's like damm badd to him lahs!
kkaes. im so looking forward to ge dou!
i cant imagine grace watching it
thinking of it makes me feel sick
lol.
kkaes. o yahs!
i passed mahh chem test! AH PHEW.
nvm it was a borderline passing.
but at least i got more den 60%! and chinese express i got 42.
tmr emaths. lets see. dun pin high hopes. mabbe 25? awww...
kkaes.
i lurfe ge dou mannn.
its not oni becoz of renfu or xiezhi
the storyline is oso full of holes
budden i think the love part is nice lahs
yingqi is kinda of like taizi oso. follow youli find yuqiao
den xiao khui is like taizi. help yingqi woo youli
and youli shd jus reject yingqi la.
make things easier for xiaokhui and yuqiao
heh. kkaes.
i shuddup
byee` (: