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Sunday, October 31, 2004, 10/31/2004 07:43:00 PM
hmm. my comp de prob got worse.
den i decided to go virus scan
every virus detected was created by adware, the source of jing's and my prob. ntsearch blahh.
den i decided to get rid of all the virus. failed.
in the end i anyhow click and reboot my comp backk to history. sept 20. yah. turned back the clock. gosh this thing juz rawks. yah. now comp free of virus.
am i gg to do that everything adware cums? i read bout it liao. it makes itself there de. as in it juz becum a toolbar at internet explorer and yah. damage the whole internet thing. linking everything. everything from tt website i read is simliar as my comp de. hmm... yah at least now comp free of virus. phew.
contacted esabella again. we made a deal. q together. but i still nid sb to q wif me help me wif the poster. wells. i noe she making use of me bud mabbe she may cum even eariler den me. yah. hmm. wells. hope sb will cum. my so called spare typres. KAO NI MEN LIAO! sb better pei me! yah. hmm. thanks esabella. ya if nobody pei me i go wif her grp lo... =X
Saturday, October 30, 2004, 10/30/2004 04:14:00 PM
my comp has the same prob as jing.
todae another new prob: the operation failed one.
hais. todae got news abt 56 autosession. and needless to say, im gg. finding one fren to go wif me. coz me got 2 tix = 2 concert poster. yahhs. u ppl dun last min say cannot go ok. i still nid to find ppl so tt can q more front. yah. glad they are cuming, 7th nov. 8 days away oni. yahs. den it's concert poster and not all the pple are gg to the concert, plus sec 4s having olevels. hopefulli less ppl bahh. yah. actualli doesnt matter. can c dem can liao.
watched news yesterday... mz cried! hai. i think he too rash liao. beat reporter until he on the floor, he on top of him. 75 kg lehh. no wonder reporter wans to sue him. do i sound sacastic? wells, i realli hope nth happen to him!!! if not his whole life ruined liao, yahhs. den 56 left 3 members. =X dots.
yah. getting excited bout this session. aiya u noe me oways get excited as long as i can c dem... hai. my problem, v hard to solve. lol. err. thanks tanying, u din mind. yahhs. ((=
gonna finish maths and eng 1st. no mood for sci. yah.
Thursday, October 28, 2004, 10/28/2004 10:33:00 PM
hai. this is for everyone in 2h. yahhs. noe not all will read it. wells, i juz wan to voice out everything. for tt i may not haf the chance again.
1/2h- 020103 - 271004.
i cant say it's a fantastic class. to this date its still lacking sum unity and class spirit. whether it does or not it doesnt matter. im sure it has a place in 40 of our hearts all. these 700 odd days we spent dem all together. mugging for exams, slacking even before lit paper, getting in trouble- geo test, sitting in the foyer during reading. scolded him together. bullied hou liang, mabbe tt was when we were most united. everyone has their own clicks. not all of us get along well, but we were still together. from the 1st day to now. i could still rmb that we were choosing for our class name on the 1st day. i voted for hyper. lol. seems like we aint tt enthu yahh. hope- mabbe the end of this chapter in our life opens up to another door bahh, a new hope. tho our paths met and crossed, it's realli a blessing we are together. it's fated!!! lets hope tt nth changes to our friendship bahh. hmm. never had i feel so sad over splitting. even in p6 i wasnt this affected. yahs. u are the best class i ever had. realli. ill never forget the c&t sale, aprils fool trick, hou liang's lessons, boring d&t lessons wif noreleen lee. lol.
to mr tan- im sorry for not realli being a nice student. yahhs. not oni my grades suck, u noe wad too. yahs thanks for ur teaching nevertheless. and wad u told me today. yah. ur lameness and stories of ur life as a student, lame jokes and o level qsns. haha. guess we disappointed you alot of times. sorry`
to hou liang- you rawks!!! best cher i ever had. yahhs. i realli hope ming nian ke yi gei ni jiao. budden chances v slim yah. thanks for attending to all my nonsenses wor. yahs. gd luck wif xiao jing wor. `
to mrs peh- didnt like you at 1st. probably becoz im the lit rep. yahhs. haha. but thanks!!! u made me like lit even more!! yahs. u are realli cute at times! lol. `
to mr gb tan-heard that u are gg off. wells, u dun realli noe the class, but a big thanks to you! u realli taught the skills well. yah. takkarie of ur health wor!`
to mrs low- haha. "dun worry... ", "alright... " yahhs. haha. time spent wif u was realli short. thanks!`
to mr chan- thanks for ur great teaching! haha, 2h got 100% pass for napfa! `
to all the sci teachers- yahs. i had 3. hmms. thanks for everything u taught me! i wasnt a gd student, sorry for those disappointing results. yahs.
to all the teachers-never had i realised how impt they are to me! hais. thanks! for making my life "not so smooth" but eventful. haha.
andrea who has a great sense of humor. haha. i cudnt figure u and ur sis at 1st. lol \ bhavani whose oways so shy and blue =)) sorry for sitting on ur desk everytime. =O\ hsuan who is oways so sleepy. v taiwanese lehh. and boy crazy. \ cheryl, you are so cute! haha. \sheena our sports rep who looks like yida. lol. jk. v nice legs. haa` thanks for ur advice for streaming. \cerlyn sorry for spelling ur name wrongly everytime. yahs. oways spelt it as ceryln. =/ and thanks for gg out wif us during the hols! yahhs. u are so sq but u rawks!!!!! sorry for venting out everything i had in front of you juz now!\bianca the comics girl. thanks for the conversations we had online. yahhs. u made me feel better \lucie your art is realli good! gd luck in art stream! =) \gurinder my fren ever since p1!!! yahhs. gd luck in trip sci, you can do it! the girl who gets shocked easily, and refused to let me take a photo of her! ahh! takkarie` gg to miss you, thou it's not the 1st time we split. \rebekah thanks for helping me in the morning, when i haf doubts. yahhs \jing han ahh! i dun wan to get into diff class as u and keli! hai. thanks for all ur notes and yah standing all my nonsense. stupid things we had done together. forgetting to brush our teeth in thailand, bargaining there. =X losing our way in far east plaza, finding hos. lol. and so many more. those stupid fone conversations we haf. even before maths exams. yahhs. thanks for everything. realli. i cant name it all here. yahh. frens forever! \ keli yahh! i cant part wif u guys! hai. i was so disliking u on the 1st few days of sch! haha. we took the longer way. lol. yah. thanks for everything! ur straightforwardness and shopalholic attitude! yahhs. the cheerful gal who's so crazy every day. it's never gonna be the same again for 3 of us, but well, we are always there for each other i hope! \ huiting sorry for scolding you go and die when ur maths get v high! haha. u muz oways be taller den me wor! i dun wan to be the tallest ard here. haha. \ dayna we didnt realli tok. but i realli hope to keep in touch wif u pple. yahhs takkarie` and work hard wor!!! ((= \ \ gail u are so quiet! not quite. wells. yahhs. the blur looks u gimme and most of the time u dao me. lol. but u are realli cute. haha. oways crazying wif shanti. lol. music repp\maziah time wif you is realli too short. we aint close but i adore having you around! yahhs! u are realli funn! \nadia haha. u oways appear and tok to me when there's a magz. yah takkarie` u dancers realli rawks! \nadriah you are realli cute in ur own way. oways hanging out wif nadia. gd lucks! ((= \novabelle haha. u are oways so nice! 1st our monitress den now... haha. liking alot of pple at one go. fir, yanzi, twins, joey, jay.... the list cont haha. thanks for all the times we had, tho its not alot u oways pop out time and again! yahhs. gonna miss you too! \ hana you are oways so outgoing and friendly. best wishes for the future! =) \liyana your art realli rawks! yah thanks for everything. everytime i tok to u u are oways so friendly and nice! rmb the time when we had oral and we are both the last onesin the grp. hahas. thanks!\olivia !!! y are u leaving? hmms. shall miss you alots. ur beautiful hair. haha. and oso ur kind approach whenever i tok to u! yahhs. and ur tickles are horrible. painful! \ jenn thanks for everything you ve done. seems like when we are in trouble u are oways there. u realli cheer me up at times. u're hardly moody! yahhs. keep it that way! =)) sorry if i ever offended u or irritate u... yahhs. frens forever. \ oht billy bong! potato head! relax larh! dun get too parnoid kkaes! takes things the easi-er way!!! u rawks as a monitress... yah \gracia you are realli weird! but thanks realli. ur words are realli comforting yahs. when we had trouble u are oways there. lol. thanks! u installed jielun into many 2h pple's hearts! \ting wei thou we had been classmates for so long... 6 yrs liao, yah im sorry we din realli tok or wad. yahhs. realli wish u all the best in everything kkaes! ((= \ shakura shasha u are so cute! the realli nice voice and cutest hair! haha. it's a loss to cedar to let u go... gd luck in vjc! \ shanti heyys! tho we rarely tok, im realli gg to miss u and gail ard. hahas. u guys are realli madd! \ siti we nvr really tok! =( but thanks for being there! ((= \ sneha ill nvr forget u! from mrs ooi's sniha to ms wan.. lol. best speaker of the class! realli gonna miss u for ur loud voice and outspoken character! im sorry if i did u wrong at times! \ anitha u are the world's best student a cher can ever haf! so guai, u are oways so nice to me. ill nvr forget ur v shy smile! thanks for helping me in maths during exam period! \ suhanna hey! thanks for the time when we had to do ipw in sec 1! i noe u are doing most of the work, but u neh complain! sorry!!! u are a realli great working partner! \ tkb sat wif u twice! oni the 2nd time work out! haha. thanks for driving me nuts. u ammuse me in sum ways others cant! lol. thanks for ur presence! \ regina u are realli cute! wohaha. driving the whole class and hou liang madd! ahah. everytime i tok to u it's oways bout braces! lol. ill miss ur presence in the class.. ahh! \ wenqi guess everything turns out the right way? yahhs. thanks for making the 1st move. tt's sth i realli admire bout u! if it was me i wudnt. yahhs. thanks for wadever that happened, as it realli makes our friendship kinda more special! yahhs. sorry for everything, realli. it's juz a stupid boo boo. arghs. time was wasted! nearly cried when we sorta make up yesterday, the last moment of 2h! =( \ joc u are realli adorable! lol. thanks for being the c&t chairman wor! u realli rawks! ur bball oso da de hen hao! so clever. haha. gd luck in trip sci! ^ ^ \ yuwen thanks for being my partner whenever there's the release of exam results! ahh. thanks for everything. u and jenn are realli a handful. lol. \ yongen thanks u and peiting and val for being there for me in the 1st days of sch! u r my 1st few frens wor! haha. sorry for the misunderstanding. or shall i call it... eh. it's juz started at the wrong time bahh. everything went wrong! but time proves everything!!! u are oways my eeeeyorrr. haha. the 1st time i spelt it! thanks for enduring hardship and sunshine while queuing wif me. u oways arrive 1st! thanks!!!! \ peiting u shui tong! oways drink my water! haha. thanks for realli, everything. helping me dl stuff, lending me ur socks when mine was wet when we get into ur hse. haha. helping me in maths qsns. lol. sorry for putting u and ye in a fix. yahhs. now everything is cleared!!!! yays!!!!
seems like it's ending. reali ended liao. everything to be done is done. everything to be returned is returned. yahhs. cleared everything in the classrooms. but still i'll rmb the angbao tree wif baby fotos!!! yahhs. we rawks! thanks for all of that. every small thing in these 2 yrs. yahs! thanks. memories of 2h will aways stay. !!!!
10/28/2004 04:51:00 PM
hai. last dayy liao. hai mixed feeling. morning tkb cried. yahs. ended up fasle alarm. wth. yah. den mr tan came in. told us tentative streaming results. me not cfm. jing shd b in pure lit liao. hai. the stream i wan. =( this sucks. i hate the results. hai. den alot of pple oso under not cfm. coz not enuff space liao in their choice. hai. i juz feel v worried. coz i dun wan to get in. den i go ask him he told me comb sci got pure lit. hai. makes me feel even worse. hai. tho alot of pple not cfm, my case not v optimistic bah. failed mah. budden overall pass. so i hope can lor. hai. alot of pple consoled me liao. but if u in my shoes u will feel terrible. juz becoz of tt 3 marks i get into so much trouble. i realli think it's unfair. i juz cheered up abit and now it repeated again. i nid a break. hai. i duno wad larh. im v luan. do i deserve this kinda of treatment. hai. i duno. i neh study hard enuff to stay clear of this fate. hai. who cares abt overall. one eye i die liao. hai. i dun care im gg to appeal. hai...
i feel selfish. hai. pple are sad coz of 2h. im too. budden i admit i worry for which stream i go more. hai. im gg to miss 2h. the chalet i hope we more enthu and united. mr tan is realli nice today. hai. mabbe i shd haf liked him more. den my maths mabbe better oso. hai. all my fault. im realli gg to miss everyone. y muz we haf this kinda of system and everyone has to split, some into desired stream and sum not? hai. here i go again. stop it kkas, polly. hai. i hate myself. i realli hate myself. hai. i noe there's nth wrong into gg to comb sci. for one thing i noe i got frens there, for another im gg to learn to like thk better bahh. since he teaching there. and oso mabbe liddat better for me oso. results wise. i hope. i not say dun wan to b in same class so some pple in comb sci larh. but i haf to think for myself. i noe i dun like that. so i dun wan to get in. hai... dun blame me, i juz cant help thinking. arghs. if i go comb sci most prob i appeal. to sumwhere. anywhere.
no mood to cont. we took neos at kovan. funnie. =))
Wednesday, October 27, 2004, 10/27/2004 03:57:00 PM
the person in brown is wang shao wei. tt's duhz. the person is white is... yahh. u pple shd noe. look closer! lol. was luffing realli hard when i 1st saw this. ahh. so ugly liao still get more uglyfied.
hmm. at the foregrd there's f4. ken zhu, vaness wu, jerry and zaizai. beside zai2 is yxs. yah. foregrd is energy. all i can tel is xiaoqiao is ah di. dots. realli lame. bud it's funnie at the 1st look. look at their wig. lol. esp "ken"'s and "vaness"'s. ahah.
this thing is crazyy. tw media is getting.. =/
10/27/2004 03:35:00 PM
hai. 2nd last day. i rather fri no full dayy off. den easier to get pple got. and tt extends another day fer 2h 04...
todae this mr tan guy came in fer the enterprising talk, he v lame budden quite fun larh the session. hmm. den this comp lab enterprising prog. hai worrying results huh? seems like my interests and ablilities not close enuff wor. this thing is so weird.
hmm. sorry ye hor, fer letting u do almost every single thing for ipw this yr. DUI BU QI wor! ^ ^ thanks ah..
the yr is really ending. alot of hol hw. wth. they rather waste paper and give us all 3 scis de papers. den hou liang left a note on the board. hai. tt was kinda of touching larh. coz he even gave us 5 lollipops each. yahh. he's the best cher in the whole world, tahaning our nonsenses the whole yr, yet neh scold us but still felt guilty coz he thinks he did scolded us for nothing. hai. ill nvr forget those lame things regina asked hou liang. we partically drove him nuts, invading his privacy... lol. demanding for lollipops and comp lab lessons. having 2 mth deadlines to hand in hw... haha. yet he din mind. we made fun of him, called him names and joked so much. neh pay attention to him. haha.
this class is realli funn. we are so lacking in class spirit but we seem to be bonded in sum ways bahh. hmm. no cheers during jogging...hanging out oni wif ur clicks. yahh. hmm. as wad sheena had said, true enuff we had gd times and realli bad times together. geo test. scolding him together. playing tricks on april fools day. celebrating hou liang's bdae. best suggestion class in term 1 03 (well, tt was becoz mrs lim forced us to write 2 each... =/)... yah we are not the best class. nor the worst one. but we are special. oni 2h went thro this kinda of experiences. yah. there are sum pple i kan bu shuang and cannot stand in the class, but i believe deep inside us, we feel the same wayy abt these 2 yrs bahh.... hopefulli... =))
Tuesday, October 26, 2004, 10/26/2004 04:10:00 PM
XIAO DAO IS BACKKKK!(again??)
yah he is backk. i juz feel happie fer him larhhs. i c this pix i feel v happie. i duno y larh. i mean he realli fits into the pix perfectly... yah. c dem so happie i quite shuang worr. yah. hope he dun disappear again.. v diao everytime liddat duno y he return de... yah. he dun earn anything at all, the money oni divide by 4. actualli it's fair, coz he neh do anything de. yah. yumin told me 56 in sg todae return backk tw. aiya. seriously i felt weird during the weekends. was thinking i so out, next time got session i oso duno. den next thing i noe they actualli here.
i wan the latest ver!!! the one got 14 mvs de! limited de... hai. surely cannot get. coz neh preorder. this one is limited 30000 de... den still got them in the vcd... toking abt each song. haiyoh. yahh. shall c how lorr. sian.
Saturday, October 23, 2004, 10/23/2004 05:18:00 PM
hai. duno to feel wad again...
went to read 56's news. one mth ago de. im like outdated fer months liao. denn no wqyl noe nth at all larh.
wad shocks me worst was that they gg to haf new ou xiang ju
aiya. nth surprising. but it's cfm liao!!! =/
wad i noe abt the new drama is tt it's called 格鬥天王/格斗天王 and it's ANOTHER fighting show. dots i haf enuff of that liao huh..... acting wif Tai Ji so its cfm all the stunts and kungfu thingy. haii. worse thing... only rf and xz. wth
wad's worst is the FEMALE LEAD!!!
....
SWEETY. its not as if i havent had enuff of them ahhh....too young liao. voices so squeaky.
gosh. im gg to watch it fer the sake of watching xz. haii. no wqyl v cann. miss alot of things larhh. yumin says wqyl cuming backk. hai. wqyl is so lame sumtimes. oni keep pple updated on news, including other singers. which is gd... channel u reali sucks. hai. fancy juz stopping shows liddat, airing stupid dramas.... yah. break promises and all that.
hmm. im kinda of worried whether i will hang on to there. im like duno doing wadd nowadays. too lazy to read up on news, to put it frankly, to stay updated. yahhs. den do nth else. not even blog. yahh. dun even wan to go online coz there's nth to do. haii..... tt's the life i wan ??? at least i yearn fer this life during exam period. yahhs. which is the worst larhh.
ya. im trying to keep my life less 56-less. hmm. seems like its workable but i dun quite like it. i need them on the tv... now oni watching ren wo ao you. yahh. actualli i think lead actor not 3 of them lehh. seems like tt jing wen and kaixin bro keep cuming out. and ivan jackson is horrible. his voice when he shouted to them using the loudhayer. wadever it's tt spelt. yahh.
my fair princess later. hate gu ju ji. yuckks spoiling the whole show... which was already not up to expectation. haii. free channels suck.
Friday, October 22, 2004, 10/22/2004 02:22:00 PM
yahs. now in lib. suppose to be doing duty larhh. den mdm heng neh cum, even president oso slacking behind the counter. lol. i mean, since im here , got points liao mahh. hai. grace dun wan to do... so she tis yr i dun think she can get anyy points. to say the truth i dun feel like doing oso... =((
yahhs. he din cum todayy. no apples fer him. wohahax. sucks larhh. denn hou liang bot jing's foto frame and 2 postcards from us... $16 wors.. den mine is "reserved" fer thk, coz it's ex and can get a fortune from him bahh. i suppose. stupid octopus. yahhs....
hai. mon is a hol, fri oso. 3 more days out in sch. mann this is fast. i juz hope everything stays liddist ferever. and we dun haf to split out or wadd. haii... lets hope tt next yr is a better yr bahh`
Thursday, October 21, 2004, 10/21/2004 08:15:00 PM
hmms. got backk overall. guess i neh score too badd. i duno who to thanks, budden yahh. im realli grateful.
there's alot of pple choosing pure lit, making compeition tigher, lol i mean tougher haa`... mrs peh rawks. pls. next yr let her be my cher. (that is if i get in larhh)
hmms. gd luckk everyone. in the end i chose 2 double sci, seeing everyone choosing that, i shldnt make myself in a disadvantage i suppose.
after sch went out wif tkb. sho funnie in mini toons. it's like she accidentally knocked down one winnie the pooh plushie den in the end end up alot of them dropped. piglet, tigger etc. den we tried to put dem backk, but the more we put them back, the more plushie fell.... dotz. yahhs. end upp so embarrassing. lol.
haha. time is realli short now. we are having a chalet after all. lets hope tt everyone will go bahh. 2h is realli a milestone in our lives. no matter wad had happened these 2 yrs, it's like still ourr bestest class.
yahh. hmms. mood had change fer better, lets keep my fingers cross that i can get in to pure lit bahh. i reali wished. alot of us choosing that, so mabbe alot of us wil get in bahhs. i hoppe
Wednesday, October 20, 2004, 10/20/2004 08:09:00 PM
hai. its 8pm now.
got backk lit.
i think i gonna die this time
realli very little pple failed both subj.
o wells, some pple one subj failed de marks more den me 2 subj fail de marks. but they still stand a chance i suppose???
i dun wan comb sci! neither f and n!
i wan double. double. double. i wan to take lit!!!
haii.
jing han : [take f and n just in case. choose 1st option double ]
bianca: [ she's taking both double choice, she failed her maths by 2.5, me 2, but sci i failed!!!!! =(((((( ]
sheena: [ told me not to waste and choose f and n, made me feel better tt oni last 40 in level most prob go comb. ]
olivia: [ choose wad u wan. if anything happens, appeal]
hai.
thanks pple. =))
i realli duno wad.
i dun wan to go sumthing i dun wan.
i dun deserve it!!!! even if i in neighbourhood sch oso dun deserve COMB!!! or F and N... haii
Tuesday, October 19, 2004, 10/19/2004 08:20:00 PM
im in fer it
im out.
wads is gg on. hard work doesnt payy. it realli doesnt. i dun care. i studied 1 mth ago, fer the 1st time i did. it's all becoz of you pple. hai. so now how. 2 v impt subj kao dao zhe yang. it's unfair. i wan better brains. i ought to pass. i hate myself. i hate the whole world. y did i get myself into this. i hate it. im trying to sound optimistic abt tis, coz my mum is so upset. hai. even more upset denn me. i hate myself. i suck. i disappointed her. the worst thing, i disappointed myself.
wads the use of getting better in lang and humans. when i fail the others. im so behind the rest. i shld b kinda glad i dun fail badly, but i dun even deserve to fail. juz becoz of my luck. yah. rite from the start in jan. it's juz not with me. i hate myself.
i duno wads gg to happen to me. i juz hope no combined sci. but i noe if i get in there's pple i noe there. yah. victims like me. all becoz of u pple. i hope things will straighten out eventualli. im taking either pure hist/lit and ss geog. fer sciences, i c 1st. in the 1st place, im in great danger. =((
its kinda of cfm we wun be in the same class. even if we share the same notes and study together. things aint gg to get better. who will be there. wads next yr gg to be. i fear. i juz hope lit can pull up. den things may seem better, at least to me. i resign to my fate. but can i haf abit of a choice.
things nvr get smooth in my life. now, it's the hardest thing on earth.
i hate myself.
i ought to cheer up
at least, im not alone.
but i feel so alone.
Monday, October 18, 2004, 10/18/2004 09:55:00 PM
its kinda of sadd doing this. wells. 9 more dayys....=((
Filled this out about ur class..how well u mix
with ur classmates!! =þ
[who do u sit with in class]
tkb. currently sitting arrangement is still exam de
[who do u mix with in class -girls )
mostly the 3 of us... tkb hsuan etc
[who do u mix with in class-bOys]
no guys
[who do u get along with]
everyone. well, most of them bah
[whose the most quiet]
gail? suhanna, anita
[male class clown]
no male
[female class clown]
ehh. alot. haha. regina? she's so funnie haha.
[sings the most in class]
eh. phy!?! haa` i duno alot of pple wor.
[the loudest]
all of us quite loud wor. hmm. im a loud one at times. =/
[ms know-it-all]
not realli anyone too proud or wadd
[bLurrest]
i duno. haha. shanti? im sho mean
[smartest]
all the clever pple... haha. not bossy thou or proud. shakura, gurinder... etc.
[most hardworking]
yong en. peiting. keli. jing han... actualli all of us works hard--- during exam period
[most sweetest]
hmm. keli, at least her voice. haha.
[most innocent]
not realli anyone wor... mabbe suhanna anita bahh. they so kind to everyone.
[who do u think would be the next top model]
hmm. nadia.
[miss.grumpy]
no one. not realli anyone grumpy
[with the most patience]
eh? no one.???
[most handsome]
no guys
[most pretty]
olivia? if i can oni name one...
[most artistic]
liyana. (duno how to spell her name. so paisehnn)
[best moment in class]
every moment. mabbe when we are complaing about thk? the crosscountry day bahh
10/18/2004 06:06:00 PM
HAI.
got backk my results. okay larh. i dun wan to worry alot. no point. let fate decide. it proves that im a more language person den sciency... yah. and more physics den bio. o wells. hai. faiked by half a mark is a queer feeling lehh. duno shld feel happie or sadd. yah. more of sadd. budden not v sadd. coz at least i did better den i tot, coz expansion of marks. yah so i suppose to b even worse.
awy. tmr is the so called real thing. coz maths is like. yahh. i hope can score better loh. budden i dun pin high hopes. coz i tink u will feel better if u get better den expectation, even if u fail... ... ... +.+
yah. humans tmr. im kinda more humans den sci.
fridae option form. yah. lets prayy hard huh
todae lib wif grace. shes damm lame. haha. maybe next yr same klass as her coz she failed sci too... ya. dun mind gg wif her. lol. den was toking bout the friday weekly de sch flower--- -her fren. she sent in and voted for herself de. and her hair is not real hair. they add in fer her de. yahhs. no wonder so fake
okie. go liao
Friday, October 15, 2004, 10/15/2004 08:37:00 AM
100 qns..
1)Starting time:0841
2)Name: polly
3)Nicknames: pozai, bollie
4)Age : 14
5)Email:pollyzjw@hotmail.com
6)Eyes: blackk
7)Height: 168?
8)Siblings: dunhaff
9)Been drunk before: nahz
10)Cheated: yah. last yr geo
11)Missed school: ya. my frens.
12)Set any body part on fire for amusement:
no. of coz not.
13)had a secret from everyone: duhz.
14)Had an imaginary friend: no, not so hardd up
15)Wanted to hook up w/ a kabarkada: wads tat
16)Smacked or grabbed a guys/girls ass: huhz. dun think so
17)Had a crush on a teacher : no. cedar de chers not gd looking de. esp him
18)Ever thought of animated characters: huh. dun understand.
19)Ever owned a 'New Kids on the block: no...
20)Ever prank called someone? ya. i called sb hp no. den he say he in thailand. =X that was looong time ago
21)Been on stage: ya
33)Cried: of coz
34)Been mean: sure got de
37)Met someone new:no. havent. next yr classmates bahhx.
38)Talk to someone you had a crush on? : got b4. dun like him anymore. and tt's history
39)Missed someone: i duno. shd be some people, more den 1
40)Hugged someone: ya
41)Fought w/ parent(s): ya. i not the guai guai kind. v pai de. juz tt u not at home.
42)Wished upon a star: not realli. sg no star. opps, im sure a boring person
43)Laughed until u cried: i duno. think so.
44)Watched sunrise/sunset: sunset b4.
46)Went to the beach at night: no.
47)Read a book for fun: ya. last time read alot. now one yr 2 lit bk
48)Ate meat: ya. would die without meat.
49)Lonely: ? yah i am.
51)Are you talking to someone online: no. too early
59)Who named you?: my mum i think. i duno
60)Backstreet Boys or N'sync: bsb... bah. neutral
61)Last time u showered: yesterday... pls larh. now oni 8.48 in the morning...
62)Last thing u said when u talked online: tt's difficult. was toking to jing. neh say bye bye and i left. =X
63)Whats right nxt to you: my cup
64)Whats your on computer desk? papers. the comp.
65)Last thing u drank: plain water. no breakfast yet
67)Where would you want to go on your
honeymoon? hmm. anywhere. wif "the one" can liao
68)Who do you want to spend the rest of your
life with? no one yet. too young to think so farr.
69)Weather right now: bright.
70)What did you do last night:watched sg idol, xi ling men, and the channel u new 9pm show. and channel i's for love or money. lol. piggy me.
72)How do YOU eat an Oreo: eat the cream one 1st. den the other side.
73)All time favorite tv show: i duno. i watch anything given to me. i wan scv!!!
74)Dream car: jaguar!?! bit old joke liao. haha. i duno
75)What do you want to be: lol. i duno. sth to do wif media de bahh... or banking (lol)... office girl? so boring bud v slackk.
77)Fav music: chinese pop. thou nowadays most of the time on tv and comp. be4 that was studies.
79)Fav food:alot! actuallli anything that is nice larh. cheeseburger?
80)Fav day of the week: everyday!!! my life starts to rawk for the next 2 month!!!
82)If u could change your name, what would it be?i duno. definitely not po zai or bolly. lol. sth more....
83)Do you sleep w/ stuffed animal: no
84)What stupid thing u've ever done? : i duno. i done alot of stupid things b4
85)First son's name: i duno. haha i like baby boys more den girls. i duno y. hehs. sth "man" bah.. so that he wun sound too boy when he grows up
86)Wife/Husband:hubby! lol. duhz
88) drink: i duno. winter melon
89)scary or funnie movies: both. prefer funnie
90)On the phone or in person: both.
Wednesday, October 13, 2004, 10/13/2004 04:07:00 PM
IM FREEE!!!!
wohahaa. todae rocks. my life is gg to b changing so drastically. streaming is over. well, at least partically donne liao. wadeva happens now is beyond my control. i wan to get into a steam i realli like, or at least fer the worst, i haf pple i noe in the class i happiee liao. i resign to my fate.
juz dun fail englishh. im trying to think more optimistic. i think now think too bad no use, thou if results prove im wrong and things werent tt badd. at least i shld enjoy myself. im not the only one... yahs. ehh... if realli kao bu hao, den it's realli my fault lor. cant blame anyone. but i zhi ren myself got study, neber slackkk too much. at least more guai den mid yr, but results will b mid yr better, coz this time my sci. wells. i noe fail sci dun fail english neber mind, coz i still in cedar, i will still b in sumplace i noe. budden i hate to think tt pple who were once frens now dun tok to u, and go wif other pple, eh. budden its not their fault, being realli close frens wif sb not in ur cca or class is not easy. and tt's sth tt may happen to 3 of us. im keeping my fingers crossed. we shld choose same option or sth. hai. budden things dun look gd now. lets wait fer results.
yah. todae was so slack. lit exam like nobody care liddat. lol. evaone so happy. i hope i can kao hao yi dian, considering my other subjs bit the... disappointing. its not my fault. sch standard so high, cant adapt and work towards it. i juz hope so tt i can still remain in cedar, tt will be like sercuring my future. ehhh. yah den we went orchard. pai neoprint. tt sofa machine so nice. bit im kinda sickk of the design... lol so funnie 5 pple over there like crazy. guess i will really miss them in the hols, hsuan in tw, tkb cant go out, keli and her mama go shopping eva day...and jing will be like me cept tt she gg shanghai...yah otherwise most prob we 2 over there rot... lol. den we 3 took neo again. so nice. im realli think tt its like a v lucky thing we are frens. saying wad i think at this moment. i cant bear to part wif anyone in the class,most of the pple bah. hopefully new frens will be made and old frens stay bonded together, we had grown together from tt cute cute bunch of sec 1s to now, even more worse. lol. den we took a v ulu lift. haha. ended up in the female toilet =X
den we eat at macs. some ulu ulu macs. haha. it was great. ahh, neber say this before, but i love everyone! Ah. life gg to be so diff and lonely in the hols. =(( can we still go sch and slack? den evaday after sch can go out siao sumwhere? yah back to the topic, den hsuan and tkb decided to guo 2 ren shi jie, and left 3 of us. haha. den we bot joce's prezzie. den window shopp. haha. all the skirts so nice. lol. keli mum even nicer. lol. jk.
yah den went kino c play. was commenting tt yxs so... oyah. we nearly kana knocked down by taxi. tt hsuan larh. we were toking and toking. den red light still cross. den we were saying scully ms leong kana informed. den we die. lol. den after tt we like played wif the esalator. lol. den there was this realli cute blow hair doll, lol. can change hair colour de. haha. den evatime i c bombastic hair i ask keli blow. lol
went hmv, listened to wuha. den was so lame went to play tt machine wif toys. was winnie the pooh's. i got tigger, jing got eyore and keli got winnie. haha. in the mrt the boyboy and his sister kept staring at it. lol
yah its realli shuang, considering i did alot and now oni 4.30. haha. sick of blogging liao... =((
Friday, October 08, 2004, 10/08/2004 01:57:00 PM
ahh! Science Sux!!!! Y ALL SO CHIM!!?!
hai. die die die. cfm failed liao. my section a got alot of option d...wads my prob. den section b... almost alll wrong lorr... hai. nth by now is cfm correct. section c. hai. i no time and duno how to finish. lucky evaone thinks its difficult, so mabbe not so badd. but i already noe its hard fer me to pass lorr. hai..
now is geog. i v scared actualli. i juz hope i can do better. and maths, i hope nth goes wrong. calm down ahh, polly. and lit. shld b ok but im worried bout unseen prose. hai.
5 more daees. im not farr from it, i juz hope its not worst den now, 5 days later. and bout 8 days before i noe english results. dun fail can le.
=X
y is cedarr liddat.
or isit i realli v stupid. hai. i hate myself.
Wednesday, October 06, 2004, 10/06/2004 01:37:00 PM
hai. now top period. thk suprisingly bring us to comp lab fer the 1st time fer us to complete art. den i like over here not doing anything. this is suppose to b yu hsuan comp. awys. evabody is piaing sci. cept me. i like dun realli feel like doing sci . this is so stupid. after fri im free liao... go 1st....
i bot the tix liao. im gg to the concert afterall. yahs. hopefulli i wil enjoy myself... yahs. i hope. x`
http://bt.100kan.com/list.asp?boardid=43 eh this is fer my own use... can dl shows liao =))
Tuesday, October 05, 2004, 10/05/2004 02:43:00 PM
hai. shld i feel happie or wadd. another concertt. i wann to go. and i can go. juz tt nobody go wif me. but i will go. coz no queuing mahh. haha. i dun care, this make me feel better tt no q-ing. im gg to get the tix later, or mabbe tmr. haha. shld i buy the 128 de? i think i gg to buy 98 bah. depends on the row... too badd no toro. i was hoping got toro mabbe jing will wan to go wif me. stupid. 183 club, 56, cyndi and k-one. yahs. actualli not v nice. not full thing. but den again, they will get the limelight la. hais.
itsalwaysliddat.
theyarelettingmefeelworse.
butwithoutthemlifecouldbeworse.... ?
oyah. channel u stop airing wanyu liao. wad the hell. its not like my fav show but its the more watchable show liao... comapared to singapore shows.. aniwaes. no more liao jiu shi no more liao. i duno y. i hope they will receive complains.....
Monday, October 04, 2004, 10/04/2004 01:42:00 PM
hai. juz finished chinese paper. wrote bao zhang bao dao and yin you wen. yahs. den paper 2. 3 marks gone liao. close passage like got 4 different ans from keli, but same as jingg. yahhs. den my summary is abit... too short and empty. ahh. aniwae. den the stupid shan yue yu lai feng man lou... duno the meaning 3 mths gone.
collected the jxj liao. haha. ok lor. y abit the pix all the same one. oso... eh.. den the itsourpartytime vvv funnie. lol. should find the lyrics and stick it here. im so lame. aniwaes. they cuming out the concert vcd.the 1st thing i wann. but it wil cost like alot. .. muz save up liao. oyahs.
kkaes go liao. eh. sci, hist, geo, maths, lit. denn....
Friday, October 01, 2004, 10/01/2004 04:13:00 PM
3 days to hmt!
i duno the guo ci well fer 27 onwards, 31 and 32 havent even look thro at all. aniwaes. today is another day. to think tt my "hard life" started on wk 1, now it's like gg to be a mth soon. hais. went to call fanshub, jxj is here liao! i tink i will collect it and help jing oso wif her eg stuff. since im not gg to watch tv and use comp liao. can compansate. ahhs, den todae is childrens day. yah im so lame, but mrs peh was realli funnie today. haha. she's becoming nicer. i think i will take lit.either full or ss.
im realli worried fer chinese. in fact im worried fer almost eva subj. for all u noe my english may fail and the next thing is to find new sch. hai mab happen you mei you. yahhs. thinkk i better go liao. i wan to pass well, and get into a klass i like wif pple i noe and can get along wif. hais. to think tt 2h04 is gg to be history in 1 mth time....