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Saturday, January 31, 2004, 1/31/2004 08:18:00 AM

heys
another dae....
todae damm funn"nae"
hahas
jing, pt came my hse watch the real one player videos...
den we watched the duno wad tang bo hu one..
i duno y dey laughed over tt thingy renfu hold...
budden i think rest of the show abit boring...
thou v funnie at sum parts
v little xiezhi liaos
dey continued playing hula hoops..
tt renfu so fat... den got one tiny hula hoop... he tried to squeeze it through..
lols...
den slightly bigger hula hoops could stay "on" mengzhe's waist lor
hahas
den xiezhi ate the cow's eyeball...
tt cow de eye summore still left the eyelashes one
v disgusting lor..
when he was like biting...
juices actualli came out....
>.<
so poor thing...
ended up nvr get cyndi....
ended up kana kissed by shaowei... who was acting as a irritating ugly gal wif a BIG mole....

aniwae it was real funnie.. =)

we oso watched another clip..
got toro one oso...
dey played tt stupid game lahs...
den in the end 56 and toro's grp won...

btw... the gu zhuang show rite... tt huo jian hua appeared in the end lor
he juz tried to break the sugar cane into half....
sianz

den duno y pt burn the sntgt got prob... load for like 20 mins still cannot watch...
den another thingy which i haf no idea wad it is... oso cant open...
so now i left tt renfu and mengzhe go fortune telling show...
hmm...

btw... in the gu zhuang comedy... near to the end..
they show like 20 secs of easy cum easy go liddat...
v short..
evaone look v shuai...
den suddenly change back to tt original scene...wau laus... big contrast
renfu realli looked like old old woman...
wif walking stick...
tt shaowei... i cannot ta han...
suddenly v kan bu shuang him..
at least renfu acted as a woman... and LOOKED LIKE WOMAN...
he duno look like wad... den the way he tok... wau laus... cant stand
but this means in 5566... renfu most "ladylike"]
still forced xiezhi to carry him... 78 kg...
hahas

aniwae easy cum easy go mv... the part they showed featured alot of renfu...
hmm
budden got one scene... they juz show their eyes...
woahahahas...
v nice...
onli one "close up prefect" scene of xz...
budden overall i suppose it's a nice mv...

tmr gg to get mtv tix..
juz hope i can get it
wenqi is cuming too
hope evathing turns out fine..
juz sumhow i dun feel rite..
hmm... intending to stay up tonite...
=)
once in a blue moon mondae got hols
xjsn! hahas...
this wk passed v fast
unexpectedly...
cant even rmb tt mondae 4 of us actualli went pt's hse.. and watched the duno wad CNY special wqyl
hahas...
time flies!
yay~
14 feb! wo lai le!!!
=)

one thing i noticed--- xiezhi's hair v v v nice.. doesnt seem dry.... woahahas... can star in shampoo ad liaos... hahas... like wad tt tw fan suggested...
another day~




Thursday, January 29, 2004, 1/29/2004 03:48:00 PM

hmm...
another day
now pt and ye still at sch.. band pract... dey seem to love band so much
kinda of fortunate...

aniwae cfm le...
boa is cuming to mtv asia awards... blue and 5566 too
den host is duno which gal and VANNESS WU... tt f4 guy
sian hor
if he can b the host...
i rather renfu b the host... =P

aniwae todae we cooked curry chicken for homeecons
and i drew a conclusion
tt homeecons sux
grr...
the food doesnt even taste nice
ate the sky aris or duno wad accidentally
wau lau it taste so bad
nearly choked u noe
scarly....

todae walked to sch... suddenly heard sumone call me...
it's yy..
hahas
i tink coz weiling cum sch so early...
den yy drew down the car window
and said hi to me
suddenly feel v weird
coz like... we r frens.. once classmates..
den at tt moment... leaving for diff places... like studying in diff sch... so sad...
life's liddat
todae we homeecons saw valerie outside sci lab..
she IS supposed to haf homeecons
wau laus... tt feeling sux
imagine next yr i in diff. class as ye, pt, jing... den mabbe one day i leaving for duno wad sucky lesson... dey juz came back... and we say hi.... and walk pass each other...
so sad lor
=(

hais...
aniwae juz now wqyl so boring
repeat the pan shuai's yin yue ai qing gu shi...
sianz

todae no hw..
juz tt the portfolio thingy...
we juz now wrote the compo out
so sian
i wrote i blind lor
den realised i duno y i blind...
hais
sch so boring
sianz

sat we gg to take mtv tix...
i suddenli wan the tix badly
hahas
duno lahs
i think need to play games or sth
not sure

shall go 1st... wan to check the 5566.com as pt said got easycumeasygo mv...hmm
and to finish viewing the pix
wau lau tt owner of the grp "VEHZ EFFICENT"..
2 days uploaded like 300 over fotos...
hais
cyaz




Wednesday, January 28, 2004, 1/28/2004 06:50:00 PM

heys
finally finish sci test liaos.. and summary
sian hor
sci i didnt really study protons and stuff
den evathing cum out
sianzz
english was like...
cant believe we spent 45 mins on 150 words
hais
wyl's method is quite useful juz tt abit time consuming...

aniwae after the test liao..
went out wif pt, jing to p.s
tt place..
hmm
atrium@orchard v quiet..
wad a contrast to tt scene.... =S

aniwae pt bot lee hom's album.... all jap songs de
woa... sho nice sia... imagine having all jap songs when he's a taiwanese...
hmm
he muz b superb in jap
juz tt i dun quite enthu in him
wau laus... even my mum oso say he not bad... betta den pan shuai
i think pan shuai cuter =D
hahas
juz think tt lee hom's nose vehz the big
=P
go and examine lors

i bot i-weekly!
hahas...
luv this wk's i weekly thou it sux most of the time
they were comparing the members in 5566...
xiezhi was the "most xiao shun", "most loved(by sunderong)","most popular""most bad tempered"(he likes to threaten tt he wans to place bombs at pple's hses and stuff...) ...alot lahs =)
renfu won the "most comical" as we all noe
aniwae if im not wrong...
BOA is gg too the mtv thingy
so pt is gg to gg cfm
will 5566 sing?
or at least tok?

todae no hw for me besides tt ipw ye "assigned"
hais
did she do anithing herself?
learning outcomes... chao bo liao
as if we r gg to do it
and learn sth
sian

todae pe damm funnie
andrea vs. simpson =PpP
i v sian
the tw yahoo grp crazy le
1 day uploaded 100 fotos...
i havent finish viewing
todae another 120 plus fotos
heh
shld i realli complain
gg to pay full concentration and finish viewing fast later
or else tmr she add summore
=.="
hais

the new gal in our class was here todae
nvr tok to her
budden i think she's ok lahs
she looks nice =)
2H is getting abit "not-2H"
no valerie
den a new gal
blame it on the stupid sch
it's 40 pple now
budden it's not the same
hais

aniwae i go 1st le... buaiz
cuming later after dinner to view pic
=)




Tuesday, January 27, 2004, 1/27/2004 04:35:00 PM

vehz long nvr blog liao
at least i tink so..

aniwae now listening to yanzi...
wau lau her album oso got tt 2 ndp songs
sianz
makes me think of the gd old days...
ndp
mass dance
indoor stadium
kfc
*hais*

tmr got sci test
die liao i realli duno lor
valency need to include or not?
if im not wrong
it depends
hais
i duno
=(
vehz scared... worried... hais
budden i study oso duno how
i think i wan to go central
find assessments
mabbe miracles will cum...
if only

aniwae i suddenly duno wad to say
juz tt sci sux
and yan zi's old songs r much nicer den the moment's new songs...
budden i no mood lahs

todae's wqyl...
renfu took out his shirt
he realli v fat
hahas
actualli height and weight tt table thingy rite..
he's considered more to light side
budden...
he looks fat
hais
he no muscles
lol

next wk got geo test... maths test... and chinese ting xie...
hais
chinese shld b bout 80plus words
si liao
geo i think juz memorise lahs... during the wkends
hais poor me
maths test...
juz hope i will get better den the previous one
actualli i rather tmr maths test
those kind wif lotsa algebra...
den atoms...
hate it
chemical equations
wadeva

hateithateithateit...

tian hei hei v nice...
if im not wrong tt's the song tt made her popular..
duno lahs
i heck
no autograph on the album
or else i will sell
=P

hais
sians
dun tok liao
gonna juz check my mails... den new pix... den off for sci test
hatescihatescihatesci
y ye and pt so clever?
one listen to boring teachers oso can understand
one doesnt seem to listen... budden understand
=(
no offence
how shld i phrase it
i cant listen and even if i can.. i dun understand
ahh!
hate chem...




Sunday, January 25, 2004, 1/25/2004 02:11:00 PM

another day
tmr need to go sch liao
sianz
hais
1st lesson tt mrs pei
sure spoil my hol mood
sian

pt called me yesterdae
told me she mabbe gg to melaka todae!
wau laus... if i were her i sure go !
budden she like dun wan to go
coz need to write letter...
den miss lessons
ya... tmr if she nvr cum..
me sure v sian
in front pple and back pple like no diff liddat
so sian
=(
budden if i were her
i will sure go
coz who would wan to go sch instead of melaka..
not me
=)

aniwae this is gonna b a short entry
so im stopping here
aunt mabbe cuming later
sian
hate my life
suddenly




Friday, January 23, 2004, 1/23/2004 08:29:00 PM

wau laus...
another "set" of cousins...
believe it or not...
xiezhi's age...
o well

asking me wad i watching.
was d/ling the wo cai wif xiezhi one...
den watching wq happie..
bo liaos mahs
den they suddenly came in...
and said..
huh... still can use ah?
wad u watching?
wad sch r u in?
wad cca?
the track vehz slow hors...
-.-"
den went to my room...
and came out...saying...
woa... 5566 ahs...

hais...
age gap
lol
same age as xiezhi..
no.. i tink 1 yr older...
wadeva

aniwae i dun care
he's 27 this yr
honestly he looks quite shuai...=D i guess... nvr look at him into the face... budden he is definitely better den pple like xiaodao...
den tt gal..
my another cousin his sis lahs
didnt noe she so fat
lol
=P
=D
hais... like 1 yr c 1 time
so pathetic lors
and he works near my hse
o well..

he's outside...
hais
sian lahs
so pai sehn
duno y lors
like he is exactly 13 yrs older...
den ya wadeva lahs
asked me wad sch im in
i said cedar
he like so surprised
coz he used to stay so near there...
o well

hais
i wan peace
i wan to b alone
sian
so noisy at home
he so damm tall
cant stand
hate it
den my uncle's wife
so long vehz c
quite diff. from my memory
lao liaos
hahas

i so mean rite
hate it lahs
45%..
hate the comp
(he chose tt stupid connection for me de)
grr...
hate him
ok... not so extreme...
budden can i haf peace..
connection damm slow now
cant stand
hate it
hate it hate it hate it

reconnected
sian
hais
the transfer realli v slow
and outside no peace
geo havent finish

aiya
lets continue waiting
sian
wan to cry
hais
hate it
hais
wad's happening to me
hate it hate it hate it
shld i smuggle my hw and do it infront of the comp?
hais
dun even feel like going out of the room
grr

oya... handshaking can b tiring and horrible
saying happie new yr to evaone i shld noe well but dunno
hate it hate it
thinking bout the handshaking session
hahas
next time i c xiezhi muz say sth to him
hahas
i dun care~ =D
anna said "woa... xiezhi ni hen shuai ye"
or is it another gal
whoever
he replied "xie xie"




1/23/2004 05:11:00 PM

heys
another day... sianzZ

hais... todae like the whole day out...
den now my aunt cuming... wau laus vehz sian lehs
dun realli like visiting houses...
so tiring
todae i slept throughout all the trips
sian
later she cum liao... my horrible cousins..
wau laus
duno y they can like spend their whole life in front of a gameboy
and playing scrabble wif me(they wan to play i cannot say cannot mahs) at the same time
hais...
budden they vehz cute lahs
=D bout like 4 times a yr meet them...
so dun ji jiao so much
=D

yesterdae nite stayed up to watch tv
budden gave up..
coz tt a*mei like sing for so long...
1/2 hr she over there singing...
when i suppose to b seeing more "interesting" pple like sun yan zi... pan shuai..
den when she finally finished... there came TENSION..
wau laus
duno y yesterdae kan bu shuang they all..
expecially tt jimmy
act shuai boi shuai

aniwae was near bugis juz now
saw sum shops still opened
and u noe wad i saw?
pirated albums...
hahas.... 3.30 each onli lehs
considered the cheapest pirated cds in sg... i suppose?
3 of it not even 10 bucks yet...
den saw SHE, lee hom, zhong chuan xiong... tension.... alot lahs
wanted to buy u noe...=PpP
budden nvr buy
coz i saw 5566... wau laus
how can liddat...
i noe i vehz mean..
budden they made all the albums look so real..
but still can spot the diff....
in the end nvr buy...
juz kan bu shuang they oso pirate 5566's
ya... biased mahs
if no 5566... i will buy from him...
=D
ya i vehz mean =P

aniwae finally finished the journal wyl ask us to do..
gg to ask sumone help me print =D
nowadaes alot of pple's printers all crazy liao...
i think printers r gg to say byebye to us soon... kana taken over by sum other advanced stuff...
tt's life.. unless u improve... u will b taken over and forgotten by others..
tt's sad, rite?

muz finish geo!
i muz!
ans r all in the bk..
juz need to copy down
juz tt i duno which is which..
the questions vehz confusing
hais..
new yr oso got hw
after 2 more daes sch again
vehz fast lehs

i realised i treasured this yr's new yr alot
i guess tt's coz last yr alot of things happened
and oso i dun wan to go back to sch..
hais sian

i juz recalled wad anna told me
wanted to write in the blog 2 daes ago
aniwae she got the straw tt xiezhi used
rmb they went to the jap resturant after the handshaking session?
gonna kill myself
y didnt i go!?!?
anna was juz opp. them!
and her fren got renfu's used tissue
o well
disguesting...
budden tt straw...
ahhs!
i wan!

aniwae go liao..
guess tt my aunt's cuming...
anytime...
grr..
hais
sian




Thursday, January 22, 2004, 1/22/2004 04:36:00 PM

hmm...
todae is 1st dae of chinese new yr..
yesterdae slept at 1am...
hahas...
was like waiting for tt show tt nvr say got 5566... budden duno y feel like watching
den 1st singer to perform was sun yan zi
i sian and tired so went to sleep
hahas

the new yr show on channel 8 damm lame
budden duno y i suddenly feel tt monkeys r vehz cute animals
=PpP
ya... renfu is cute

todae woke up rather early...
duno y juz cannot sleep still
watched the tv... realised 10.30am got 5566!
so i waited for like 1 hr... coz tt show b4 5566's was tt feng mian ren wu... LIU DE HUA..-.-"
wau laus da nian chu yi 1st ting in the morning liu de hua...

aniwae tt 5566 show... was last yr's tw's new yr countdown..
to sheep yr
wau laus... so old show oso dare to put..
budden i dun mind
i like..=P

and u noe wad?
i saw XIAO XIAN...
tt idoit gal whom xiezhi haf admitted tt he tried to woo her for like 1/2 a yr..
tt's was like b4 there was 5566...
quite recent b4 5566..
tt stupid xiao xian hurt his feelings lors...
chose the other guy... duno wad's the name... budden now it's a gd-for-nth idoit..
tt xiao xian duno how lucky she was...
she can b considered the gal xiezhi had once like most..
not rumors lo.... he realli wooed her..
and she rejected... grr...

den tt show they asked xiao xian danced wif xiezhi..
this show is after 5566.. meaning like 1 yr ago xiezhi wooed her... i guess
so they like act as if nth had happened...
budden tt xiao xian sucked when the host suggested she and xiezhi dance together..
wau laus... hate her
even got one renfu fan oso say she vehz wad...
grr..
budden there muz b sth attractive in her tt xiezhi wooed her for so long...
hmm..
she's nth special
even uglier den yan yan
seriously
budden better den ding xiao qi
hahas

vehz funnie lo... tt show
they danced "ballet" wif the kids..
hahas...
den dey like wan to kiss the small gals
the small gals like wan to slap dem liddat
wau laus so lucky
hahas
they even carried dem around...

aniwae after tt show...
i waited like for 1 hr b4 another show..
woas.. i love channel u
2 shows in a row...(sorta)
now still no 5566!
the show started at 12.30.. now 3.05... ends at 4.30
so long hors... 4 hrs lehz
tw shows all vehz long
the 5566.com got one clip which was yesterdae's countdown to monkey yr in tw
the show 7 HRS...
last half an hr is 5566..
woas.. tw channels all so gd...
if im not wrong
ji qin interviewed renfu
gd for dem
guess it muz b awkard...
none of my concerns..

den i finally went to c the wan quan xin yu le fotos...
quite interesting...
hmm


xiezhi and yan yan...
hmm... no feeling of xjsn... yayu and yuli
gimme a vehz weird feeling
one shuai shuai hen ke ai de da ge ge
and one irritating immature act cute mei mei
=P
budden they looked vehz cute... realli


xiezhi and shaowei "kissed"
i onli saw renfu and xiezhi "kissed" b4..
tt's the 1st time i saw this 2 together.. hahas
muz b coz of sum games or wad..
the previous pic...
b4 this pic
was like xiezhi warning shaowei to close him mouth
hahas


wad's happening here?
toro and xiezhi...
both so poor thing
they dun look ok... as in... not feeling ok...
hahas...
hmm... they sound like they kana cheng fa...
hahas...
duno lahs

aniwae... i guess i shall go now..
suspect 5566 will b here soon
o... 3.14 onli...
at least another 40 mins
=(

o ya...
HAPPIE NEW YR!
this yr muz b betta den last yr!
new yr resolutions:
1) better maths results
2) understand atoms
3) go to all sessions tt 5566 holds

i think 1st 2 quite difficult..
wish me luck =)




Wednesday, January 21, 2004, 1/21/2004 01:40:00 PM

heys
todae new yr's eve..
went back to old sch...
glad tt i did...=D

wad happened was after cedar celebration... i went to the foyer... waiting for rachel... and met weiling...
so in the end 3 of us went together..

cedar's celebration was nice... ya... kinda lame at sum parts... budden the joke bout jolin and jay was so unexpected... the fridae weekly tt "guy" was holding was the old got 5566 de..hahas
me in the last row of the hall still can spot...=PpP

aniwae pt and ye muz b off to malaysia le.. pt is now not in sg.. ye leaving at 9pm... lucky sia... go holidaes...
budden ye will miss the new yr celebration show.. got 5566!! yays~ budden it's from 12.30 to 4.30... i dun think i will b able to watch the whole thing.. if im not wrong 5566 cum at the last part... mabbe i will go out until 1.30 or sth...c how 1st...=D

went back to old sch
was waiting for 135... den waited for so long.. finally cum.. budden too crowded.. so we decided to wait for the next one
den 100 came..
we took 100 coz we lazy to wait for 135
den alighted at the interchange
wad happened was tingwei boarded the bus too
she got off 2 stops b4...
and walked to sch herself using another route...
so me and rachel and weiling took the "longer"route
wau laus when we reached.. she was like saying to weiling... i waited here for u for so long...
o well
so wad...
i rather walk wif sum company
hahas

aniwae ziyi nvr go...
so sad rite?
anna went! hahas..
her hp display pic is xiezhi!!!
hahas
she bot the 129 tix...
she was saying she went energy's one... sat at the side still can c clearly
yays~
me most likely side too
=D
den pris came for a short while
asking for donation..
hahas
budden she left soon..
anyway her sch like juz beside yzps...
so shun bian ask for donations lo

den we went in
saw welisa, grace..
they did not change!
hahas... same old frens

the boys changed until vehz scarly...
elton's voice entirely change
until vehz kong bu
tot last oct. saw him he was still ok...

saw wenjie
tt elton so irritating
wenjie so wad?
sianz
wenjie changed alot too
gd for him
wau laus he same height as me..
budden 40 kg onli
yays~ im not the lightest
=D

saw ms foong
her blouse is the same old 2 yrs ago
hahas..
same old ms foong
didnt really haf a con. wif her
it was cherie who was toking all the time
aniwae ms foong nvr changed at all!
hahas

we were like asking her u got msn messenger..
she said...
i dun carry a fone....
hahas...
she's buried in her bks
tt's ms foong
=D
den we explained to her..
she was teling us muz b careful
hahas

my fav teacher!
mrs ooi is the runner up
yays~

aniwae cherie was toking bout st nic...
was saying... we WON cedar....
hahas...
ya st nic pple abit..
budden they r ok as a whole
juz tt they think they rulz track

ms foong said tt cedarians WILL catch up
she's ex cedarian mahs
she was saying she was in eldds...
hahas
acted as a duck b4
cant imagine
she said tt cedar's track is vehz strong
telling the st nics pple dun under-estimate us
of coz cedar is better

aniwae u noe wad cherie told us?
her vp... mrs chong...
likes FEI YU QING.....
and forced the choir (she's inside) to sing his songs juz now
o well
for new yr...
-.-"

to think cedar's teachers r better....den st nic's
hahas...
coz of lahs

we tok for bout 2 hrs
was so tired hahas
budden thou i nvr realli tok..
i was glad to c dem

thou i dun miss pri sch life...
budden if u can juz like meet ur ex classmates once at times..
it's great!

cherie told me tt her new piano teacher is MS CHYE!!!
and ms chye lives at the condo beside my flat!
ahhs!
o-k... so ms chye lives so near me
hmm....

aniwae todae was a long dae..
thou now ish onli 1.37pm..
to me it's like one whole dae haf passed
hmm

aniwae i go 1st le...
gg to help my mum
and yy said 2pm go online "class gathering"
hahas
k le.. i go liao




Tuesday, January 20, 2004, 1/20/2004 09:00:00 PM

another dae...
morning kept thinking todae ish half dae...
was like so sleepy...
hais sian
these few daes dreading the sight of ms leong
hais...

aniwae todae's ye's bdae
happie bdae!
juz wake up and stop being so renfully...
hahas..
aniwae tmr she and pt gg to my'sia
so lucky

new yr dae got 5566 on channel u!
yay~
got k-one oso...
so shld b quite recent
i suspect they will b dancing easy cum easy go...
coz i saw tt clip b4...
=D
not gg to go out until i saw them
hahas

went j8 juz now
was looking for the sistic outlet thingy
coz my cousin asked me to ask the person bout the tix...
stupid
anyway met val..
she sho cute... hahas
wau laus...
she went home tel jing i wear until vehz...
o-k
wad i wore was juz s sleeveless shirt(which i wear onli when i nth to wear)... and tt same old jeans i wore out wif jing/pt/ye... even to 5566's handshake session
sian lahz so little clothes
wear until like nothing to wear
hahas

den i like suddenly met so many cedarians...
at j8..
met regina too...
didnt say hi to her coz like..
i was waiting for the lift... den looking at the shop..
the plushies so cute..=D
den didnt noe the lift came liao
den when i turned.. regina and her mother walking the other direction
so was too late to say hi
j8 so many students
i guess coz of the 3rd lang centre bahx...
i wan to learn jap!
hahas...
i had tt chance lo... budden didnt
in a way better lahz..
my english and chinese so lan liao
mixed up until like duno wad
later add duno wad german france jap inside
wau laus

den went home rachel called
she was saying yy, ziyi, pris tmr gg back
den i said go back wif her
coz yy ziyi and the rest r gg too
aniwae saw the tv programme list
no wqyl
so no repeat of FOR YOU...
so nth to do go yzps c joey wish her happie bdae lo
gg to ask anna wad row she got for the concert
she's the onli person who likes pple like energy... 5566... r&b... cyndi...
hmm
most common topics wif me
thou we not vehz gd frens..

aniwae juz another 28 hrs b4 monkey yr
my new yr resolution...
get xiezhi's autograph!=P(me so shi bai... hmph)
den oso to do better in maths and sci!
hahas..
i still dun understand sci
sian
hope my cousin cum on new yrs dae..
not i go her hse
she cum better
hahas
den teach me
she's not a human
wau laus do sci in U..
guess she gg to b sci teacher
hais
y she likes sci sho much

got back my maths test
so sad lo
failed..
hais
1st question my mistake
3rd question i didnt c the power thingy
grr.
hate myself
den 4th question multipy wrongly
grr...
hate hate hate myself
i muz work harder
-lets hope so-

the sch's xp comp so nice..
budden juz tt got sign in username
cant go 5566 stuff
hais..
not fair
i rather no xp

aniwae i go 1st liao
tmr onli gg online at 11.45
wan to countdown wif irc pple
they rox! hahas.. most of the time

u noe wad? a starland person got 4th row in the concert
ahh!!!
cannot stand!
heard tt 149 de seats now sold unitl 27th row liao
total got 30 rows..
5566... ni men hao li hai worx!
nan guai wo hui xi huan ni men!!!
ahhs!

was thinking tt jing likes toro coz toro is so talented...=D
pt likes ayu coz she sings so well.. so pretty... den oso writes well
ye likes renfu coz he's so comical.. o well

ME NEHZ?
hahas...
i think i like xiezhi coz of his attitdue..
he's so shuai oso
hahas..
duno lahz
love is blind
budden i think he realli vehz courageous(you zhi qi)
so poor thing lor...
no father..
budden he said b4 the fact tt he has no father made him wad he is todae
was like so touched
ahh!

aniwae i go 1st liao
buaiz
tmr new yr's eve
happie new yr wox!
rmb to watch channel u's new yr dae programme... 12.30pm got 5566!!!
=D




Monday, January 19, 2004, 1/19/2004 09:38:00 PM

hais
another dae..
sianz..
nothing interesting

went to sch lo... den told ye bout the concert i wun b sitting wif her
budden yu min duno got help me book or not
hais sian
i tink most prob i will go wif my cousin
aiya.. c how 1st =D

todae no hw.. once in a blue moon manx...
den feel so sian went pt's hse after sch lo
the rain so damm heavy...
den we walked wif rui xian out to potong pasir...
head to toe wet lo
evathing was wet
her bks, our shoes, bags.... hair... my specs
wau laus cant stand a rainy dae
hahas

aniwae back to the concert...
den after tt lessons started...
vivian koh todae nvr cum
heng manx...
so free period lo
was doing the english thingy
vehz sian
didnt noe muz search for so many words
hais

lit was ok actualli
juz tt i still cant stand her
she's so... hais
no teacher in cedar is 100% nice..
mrs ooi can reach up to mabbe 95%
she's the best teacher in cedar
so sad she left liao

walked to sch wif rachel judith todae...
den she was saying mr toh teach actualli quite gd
i suppose so
i mean.. he finished standard form in 2 daes...
when mr tan took a WHOLE wk..
o well
juz our luck

had a maths class test todae
got one question wrong already
hais
hate maths lahz
y he teach so slow i forget bout evathing?
cant imagine end of the yr trying to recall standard form
hais

music was ok..
i juz feel tt our grp de dance steps vehz...
not tt original...
budden so tiring..
was like dancing moving around in circles... hahas

went to find NO-hanni.
realised tt i pronouce her name wrongly
hahas
anyway she said anges leong havent gim her back the form
hais sian lahz
y cant she juz approve
i mean anges leong
keeping me cca-less isint a thing a teacher shld do
as in... i took the 1st step to quit.... and to REJOIN sth... so....
o well
sian
she ask me tmr recess go find her... again
hais
tough luck lahz
actualli i think she can b vehz nice
so wish me luck
she was teling me bout the duty daes
i think i will choose thursdae..
coz wed can go home sleep.. hahas
den tues vehz sian
mondae got xjsn.. den next time got xue tian shi(mabbe gg to watch).. oso juz dun like it
tue's wqyl oways got tings de..
at least i feel so

hais
aniwae ceryln was saying wan to join badminton or not
hais
mrs ooi was the teacher in charge
sniff....=(
we went find tt ronnie goh
name so childish
he like wau lau so cold to us lo
expressionless
den when he noe we all sec 2
juz rejected straight
so wad lo
as if we realli despo to join
hais
actualli i like bad.
quite nice
heh

went to pt's hse after tt
rain so heavily
we walked out wif rui xian..
she band mem...
den she asked me to hold her bks
so we struggled all the way out
when we finally reached the station
i actualli so angry/desperate until threw my unbrella.. hahas
den i left the bk sumwhere...
we forgotten to take..
den when we realised we were inside the station.. waiting for the train
so rui xian and pt asked me go up get
hahas... floor vehz slipperly
came back at the last min
phew~
she sho poor ting the whole bk wet
hais

den reached boon keng ...
bot 2 dollar worth of cup noodles
nice tom yam hahas
went up watched wqyl
suddenly feel tt pt's hse vehx cosy sia
hahas
was so wet
socks smelled
argh

aniwae after wqyl...
we used comp for a while
den ye went online
so me and pt so bored played a trick on her
until now she oso duno
wau laus ye realli... hahas
innocent
we abit lame
budden it was so funnie
even if it's lame... we tried it on ye and dun feel so
hahas

we at 1st tok to her as pt... as in nisaayu@hotmail.com
den sign out tok to her as pollyzjw@hotmail.com
den she like saying... Y POLLY OFFLINE U ONLINE... Y LIDDAT
she duno lehx
den we realised pt got windows messenger
so we signed in to both
tok as 2 person using one comp
she oso duno
hahas
anyway tmr ye's bdae...
HAPPIE BDAE! dun b so innocent.. forget bout renfu bahx...
u got better choice out there -pointing to xiezhi-
hahas
i noe she wun read this
budden my wish for her bdae =P
juz joking
juz dun work so hard until like crazy
oso dun crazy until rush home for wqyl
hahas
aniwae tt's ye..
no body can change tt fact
so we shall leave it like this
coz tt's ye

stupid leg numb liao
coz was writing this and forgotten to move my leg
pain!!!

tmr wqyl got easy cum easy go!!!
yay~
xiezhi is inside! hahas.. of coz
i think he sure cfm vehz shuai
hahas.. not to sound....
budden expected expectations of him!=PpP

aniwae go 1st liao
sian
another 1 hr and 15 mins to xjsn
this esp ok lahx
next esp ish veh nice!
dey will b gg out for a date
hahas




Sunday, January 18, 2004, 1/18/2004 01:29:00 PM

hais
tmr mondae..
another wk...
this wk shld b a little easier.. coz of chinese new yr
chinese new yr all the stupid shows... sian... no wqyl for the few daes...i think will haf 5566... stupid lahz... they put duno wad liu de hua show... and alot of lame shows... sian
hais... vehz boring lehz
duno whether shld go back to yzps..
ye, pt like not for the idea of gg to katong convent find mrs ooi
true enuff tt we haf nth to do wif katong convent.. so no reason to go back
budden we miss mrs ooi.. 2H miss mrs ooi!!! =(
hai... i think most prob ish go back wif rachel... den tok there... crap abit.. den go home... aniwae i think joey would wan to c me... mabbe weiling oso gg back... hais c how 1st... budden go back abit sian... thou can c ziyi, yy, and yun yi(will she go?).... hais sian... budden yzps walking distance from my hse.. den rush home mabe can watch wqyl... or mabbe dun go.. rush home watch wqyl.. o well.. in a way watching wang renfu ish better den gg back... i duno y i dun feel like gg back... funnie feeling... sian... budden most prob i will back... after all it's my sch.... =)

tmr got maths test... sianz
juz hope i will pass...
tt hippo vehz slow... hais
spent the whole wk teaching us addition/subtraction/mulitpication/division of algebra... mrs ooi would haf finished evathing in 2 daes! ahh!
thou i understand.. budden i will forget de... coz realli slow

tmr gg to find noorhani... to find out bout the results
hais..
juz hope evathing will b settled... back to normal... peaceful daes
and my official cca session will start after new yr
pls! ahh

tmr mabbe go ye's hse.. i c how 1st lahz
sianz
5566 2nd album gai ban liao
chinese new yr ban
hmm... most prob i will buy
from hmv... coz i think autosesion mabbe at hmv... den if got 2 sessions... can c them twice... and get 5 pple's autograph... thou i dun mind getting 4... o well
they say 2nd version got xiaodao's face
o well
gd for him
makes xiezhi shine even brighter... hahas
outshine evaone
lols
budden i think xiaodao realli shldnt b included... thou it's kinda unfair tt he goes around wif the other 4 to autosession.. when he dun haf a place to sign..
so... most prob autosession for 2nd version is cfm... or shld i say... 2 autosessions most prob
aiya.. they got how many i oso go...
hahas
13th feb- 15 feb
sho short...
juz hope no tests/exams/stupid things in sch...
=P

k liao... go 1st...
juz one doubt.. tmr can buy concert tics liao mehx? isnt it too fast???
hais..
sian lahz...
after new yr better
more money mahz
=PpP
k liao
buaiz




Saturday, January 17, 2004, 1/17/2004 12:53:00 PM

hais.. sian lahz

finally wk ends liao... at least a wk haf passed... den next wk considered 2 daes of sch..
coz wed more of celebration... den thu and fri chinese new yr
vehz fast hor...
den tues ish ye's bdae...
mondae xjsn.. hahas...
think of it this way... den i think easier to pass

yesterdae's pt's bdae..
den after sch i went to find tt noorhani... hahas..
haiya.. no choice.. budden juz now toking to cassandra.. i think she in guides
i dun like guides
hehe...

aniwae one prob solve liao.. most prob nth ish gg to happen i hope.. regarding this matter
tt noorhani told me mondae go find her... to find out if i get into lib..
coz tt agnes leong haf to approve..
she better so..
anyway if she wan to sabo me... den wad for liddat lo
she keep me in track oso no use mahz
it's like lib is one of the easiest cca..
she has no reason to disapprove
and she better not....

aniwae wad happeend was tt during tt mrs lim lesson(at 1st considering whether to join com club or lib, budden i look at her liao realli vehz sian... dun feel like going forward asking her... aniwae ask liao get in oso duno if i will sian to death.. lib oso vehz sian. even sianner.. budden it's like.. it's a sure win if u get wad i mean...)... den she sho damm bo liao... ask all the pple go up write the formula thingy
for ur info i dun understand anithin at all
i rather mrs gay teach us lo
thou her temper vehz bad
at least i pass all my test and exams i dun care whether she black face or not
hais
so i went up to write lo..
den tt ceryln took my pencil case... gave to keli or sth
den after tt pt saw the pencil case at gracia's under desk.. budden nvr tel me
fine lahz... i mean it's ok lo...
budden until the end of the dae.. they told me they oso duno where is it
wau laus lo
i mean fine lahz... i not so petty one... budden where got pple mean until play tricks on u until at the end of the dae nvr give back or at least admit or sth lo
i not actualli vehz angry lahz
budden it's like... a joke is ok... too much abit overboard
i didnt even do anithing to them lo
pls lo
i can afford another pencil case.. budden tt's not the prob
not exactly angry.. budden hais
aiya duno lahz

den after sch still cant find my pencil case...
den heck liao i went find noorhani..
wanted to take same bus as ye... coz me and pt gg to tm mahz
same route
so i quickly find noorhani...
den cum back liao... my pencil case still not there
ye downstairs waiting lo
hais
so i left wifout the pencil case
ye said no one noes where is it
i mean hais.. where got such pple in the world de
sian lahz
wasnt in gd mood...
i not like angry over a joke or wad lo
it's like they played a joke how can b so irresponsibe...
wau laus

hais i oso duno lahz
me not vehz bothered over a pencil case
budden juz dun like the idea of having stuff disappearing
thur was the stupid pineapple tarts
fine lahz... jing and keli hid the tarts
asked them they acted until nth happened
fine
budden one time it's enuff
afterall i hid their tarts
it was not my fault at 1st lo
they did it 1st
budden nth happened lahz...
so now evathing ok

budden it's like..
too much this time
wau laus
i duno wad i feeling now
sianz
not blaming anyone... over the tarts.... juz tt u imagine urself lo... hiding pple's stuff
wau laus... and dun wan to admit until the last min...
budden at least they admitted or sth
dun wan to go on and on
juz to make this clear : IM NOT BLAMING ANYONE

hais...
went to tm lo
the bus trip was long
sian
sorrie ye... made u wait and missed wqyl
hais
so listened to pt's discman..
the trip took more den 45 mins
o well

aniwae missed wqyl these few daes
didnt noe 2nd album gai ban soon
gg to get the gai ban version
heard from one guy tt duno chinese new yr version
hahas.. i think i noe wad foto ish tt
nice
got free calender
hahas... 365 daes, 12 mths, 52 wks of 5566...=PpP

checked out sistic's web
i dun think can book liao
anyway i dun think i mabbe gg wif ye
coz my cousin gg too
sian
my 23 yr old cousin
o well
budden i think most imptly can go it's the point liao
so nvm lo... gg to tel ye soon

watched finished xjsn esp 12,13,14
it's damm nice
the xing wang and ying he part so... boring
yu li kissed yayu!
stupid yanyan.... duno y u so lucky
hahas
aniwae the part when yayu told his father bout wad happened... when they 1st met each other
can tel tt xiezhi vehz involved
anyway he's one example
poor xiezhi!!!
budden he acted vehz well
like close to tears liao
budden nvr cry
dun forget his you yayu =D

my buffdae resolution gettin' on well
havent boke any "rules"
hahas...
internet longest hr record from 14 jan... 45 mins
yay~
hahas
budden mabbe todae gg to break liao
coz sat no internet vehz poor thing de lehz
those 2 daes i could do it coz i was out until 5pm/6pm mahz
den got xjsn and stuff
budden i muz do it! yay~
p.s no internet doesnt mean no comp
my comp like on forever... hahas
doing hw, watching xj.. playing games

anyway i go 1st liao..
later going out
=D

im gg to get the gai ban version! yay~

pt, happie buffdae.. thou say so many times liao.. budden write in the blog oso better... hahas
k liao go le...




Thursday, January 15, 2004, 1/15/2004 06:23:00 PM

stupid horrible dae
for one thing i hate sch
i hate the fact tt im gg to make my choice on sum stopid cca...
i hate myself
this sux
it's hell

tmr peiting's buffdae.. happiebuffdae in advance..
vehz sian
hate english
tmr timed assignment..
hate formal letters
hate geo

hou liang getting married
gd for him
guess he's the one of the better teachers frankly
at least no formal letter, geo comentary
hateithateithateit

buffdae resoultion: use comp for less hrs...

i disconnectin' now
hope tmr ish a better dae
hate it hate it hate it




Wednesday, January 14, 2004, 1/14/2004 04:36:00 PM

heyyas..
writing this now... coz mabbe later not gg online le... mabbe watching xjsn... =)
todae my buffdae worx..(does it sound vehz ahem?=P)
more of doraemon dae...
thanks to xiezhi.. who said he like doraemon...

hahas... frankly speaking i vehz touched, happie delighted glad...
thanks for all ur prezzies!!! NI MEN HUO FEI LE.....=)
can say tt this is the 1st yr i got so many prezzie...
realli.. i so poor thing hor..
=)
budden realli vehz happie!
thanks! u guyz rox!

got a doraemon plushie... got DOU JI YAN.. hahas
like renfu...
=PpP
wenqi bot me sth too...
tor xie... slippers keychain
honestly im happie to get sth from her..
we like nowadaes nvr tok to her..
budden...
aniwae thanks wenqi...=)
i abit pai sehn nvr get aniting for her last nov...
hais..
this is juz complicated...

todae no hw worx! happie...
summore got xjsn to watch..
yay~ happie...
=) =D

went to toapayoh wif jing juz now
buy prezzie for peiting/ye...
they now having band pract..
den pt's buffdae ye haf piano lesson
den ye's buffdae got band pract...
-.-"
seems like we cant go out together
hmm mm..

jing: i saving for the sake of saving... my new yr resoultion... thanks for ur drink during recess and tt cheeseballl thingy during lunch.... mabbe after feb i free le! can spend! yay~

actualli who dun like spending and shopping lo?
HAIS...

juz now fel tok to me...
she say duno wad xiezhi fan convert to renfu fan
i think renfu many fans coz of wqyl..
pple likes to watch FUNNIE CRAZY pple...
therefore likes him lo

actualli i think xiezhi gao xiao not hao xiao
as in..
he's vehz gd at words..
even suan pple oso vehz "professional"
hahas..
budden i tink serious xiezhi better
wun wan xiezhi to becum too " crazy, irritating"
lol
actualli he smile or not, frown or cry oso shuai..
dun need to gao xiao.... his character ish liddat means liddat
budden he gao xiao sumtimes quite hao xiao..

o well wad am i toking bout..
in another words..
renfu is the crazy one inside..
and gd for him
he not crazy not renfu le
tt's renfu

read a mail juz now
got one gal was saying pple want xiezhi's renfu's jiayoubang(JYB)... like evaone dun wan shaowei's xiaodao's
true lah
budden man is selfish
as in... u will wan ur fave members one mahx
not saying they no fans
budden..
they said they go the shop duno c alot of GREEN(xiaodao's) jyb...
pathetic sight...
ya.. abit ke lian lahz cum to think of it
hais.. duno lahz
in a grp/band... they r oways popular pple... sum pple mabbe more popular den the rest
tt's life
budden im sure xiaodao got fans de...
juz tt mabbe all in tw... =PpP

hais sian liao... dunwan to write anymore.... go 1st buaiz




Monday, January 12, 2004, 1/12/2004 06:29:00 PM

heys... gotta b a short entry

saw xiaodao todae at wqyl...
honestly he looks fatter.. and more jin sheng...
budden he went pierce his ears... summore the earrings vehz ugly...
not suitable...hahas

aniwae todae in sch v boring..
during lessons mostly listen to pt's concert.. hahas
i think 4 du kong jian realli funnie
lol... sound so aaron kwok...

todae vivian koh came...
actualli can tel she's realli vehz nice... as in... she nvr tok bout the geo test
treat us normally..
in fact nicer to us now...
budden her lessons still v sianz >.<

mabbe cuming online later... den tok..
now dinner.. hungry...
later going out to buy u-weekly
5566 on cover again =)

hahas... ok lahz.. go 1st...
todae afternoon suddenli chao ai xiezhi..
duno y...

lol
go 1st...
buaiz




Sunday, January 11, 2004, 1/11/2004 09:41:00 PM

如果可以跟自己最爱的人呆在海边的小木屋,看着天上的星空,听着海浪声,这应该就是最浪漫最浪漫的事情
--- sun xie zhi

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Saturday, January 10, 2004, 1/10/2004 09:16:00 PM

backk...
went to toapayoh...
to stock up my bk supply...lol
buy assessments and stuff
this yr muz work hard!
hahas...
as if i will keep this resolution

anyway~
tmr not gg to j8 le...
coz jing not gg...
den i oso not queuing
go there like no pt
i vehz tired...
wan to stay at home...

went to cd-rama juz now
saw 5566's album!
=D got free poster...
hmm...
they sae hmv got pass
budden alot of pple say by e tym 5566 cum sg...
gai ban liaox
so i get the other ban lo
hahas
yay~
den if got 2 auto session
waus... can get 5 pple's autograph!
budden where ish xiaodao gg to sign? -scratch head-
actualli he sign or not oso not my business...
most imptly xiezhi got touch my copy of 2nd album can le!
hahas

heard leng feng guo jing todae... like 3 times... not at a go...
i suddenli like it alot
me ish crazy...

later gg to change music to easy cum easy go!
yay~
tt song rocks!
hahas.... xiezhi DO sound like werewolf inside...
in fact evaone "changed" into werewolf
they now "pai"ing the mv...
if i not wrong... shaowei and xiezhi gg to do bit of stunts... more den the other 2 (or 3?)
yay~

anyway xiaodao back liaox i abit duno wad...
cant say no feeling
budden oso duno how shld i feel..
gd lor... he back le...
will b appear in sntgt?
*omg*
it's oways renfu mengzhe vs. xiezhi shaowei...
hahas... oways... even in the concert...
honestly xiaodao shld haf cum back 2 mths earlier...
or 2 mths later...

aniwae~ i suddenli feel so happie
i duno y hahas...
most prob for this yr.. 5566 ish juz gg to kai concert... and mabbe haf their own merchendise...
not much of tv dramas i suppose
last yr de now got news bout xjsn le...
this yr de now they juz finished 2nd album... gg to promote until like mabbe march?
hmm...
juz hope they realli gg for big screens!
got news bout it.. budden no exact plans...
den the stoopid gu zhuang xi like no news..
tt zaizai oso fa pian..
so i think end up muz wait until march den got news whether xz gets the role
or mabbe sumone took the role le....

i vehz sianz now...
the leng feng guo jing keep repeating in my mind...
tt song not considered EXTREMELY nice... for now..
budden juz keep repeating...

oya... yesterdae went to collect 2nd album wif pt...
den vehz funnie lo
wad happened was we went to kino and supreme after far east
den at kino i bot the PLAY(waulaos... xz damm shuai inside! was toking bout him playing majong... lol...on chinese new yr, budden this yr cant go aniwhere... muz go promote...so poor thing..)
den go supreme mahx...
saw COLOR... i wan!!! budden too ex le... if i carry on buying magazines...
i shall say gdbuaiz to concert le...
den pt suddenli duno y wan to buy sweety's album
lol...
den she bot it...
hahas
honestly i think qiaoqiao better... budden yanyan like stand beside her outshine her alot
lol
den we open the package and all tt mahx
so funny
guess wad we found?
free sweets!
lol...
5566 gim jiayoubang... r&b gim postcards... comics boys gim stickers.... THEY GIM SWEETS!!
lol
i was wondering whether tt 2 packets of sweets expired liaox or not...
coz they fa pian so long liaox
lol...
so we ate the sweets...lol
quite nice...
budden pt for a moment mistook them as SHOU SHENG(diet) sweets...
me nearly got a fright!
hahas... me sho thin le
lol
can tel tt yanyan vehz fat
budden in the end we realised it's juz onli 2 stoopid packets of orange/lemon fruity sweets...
o well

budden pt told me tt they sing quite well
hahas...
no comments..
but gg to ask her to lend me
i wan to c(hear?) how tt yan yan sings
her voice so... *&(*^*
lol
no comments

now all the tw grps all put xiaodao pic...
vehz bu fang bian
coz now onli 1/5 will b xiezhi
mathematically speaking...(got such word?)

yesterdae i saw the zhan bao..
stare at it for v long
suddenli a stoopid tot...
i realised all vehz shuai
=PpP
including renfu/shaowei
hahas...
budden it's onli for tt 3 mins...
i like kana "dian" by dem
lol

now another song repeating in my mind...
it's the xuan fang or sth...
hmm
nice song
vehz un-5566 thou

this album gime a mixture of energy(easy cum easy go), comic boy + r&b (bounce, and i think oso the xuan fang... now abit still unfamiliar wif songs i not vehz "enthu" in... not xi guan)....
oso 5566 de wei dao.... hahas
dey change the so called "feeling" until vehz personalised... lol

ehmx ehmx ehmx.... qite now toking to me...
o well
pt say he looks like MONSTER aka... guai shou in maydae..
hahas

now jing asking me send her easy cum easy go
hahas

i think i shall go off now...
sianz...
rather chat den toking to myself






1/10/2004 02:46:00 PM

hais... finally weekends le...
mixed feelings now.... hais

aniwae... pt and ye wanted to "save" me and "push" me back to reality by finding back ms wong/ms leong.... honestly i wan to face reality.... i need more spacking i suppose... force me pls!

these 2 daes wasnt downloading stuff... budden juz dun feel like adding entry... duno y...

yesterdae went to collect 2nd album wif pt... evathing turned out fine.... budden...

the happie thing ish tt i got xiezhi =D... so happie... kinda "rare"... as a xiezhi fan who got xiezhi... im vehz happie...

budden pt and jing got xiaodao....

pt didnt realli mind... as in.. got over it soon.. actualli i think wad matters most ish the songs! and 5566...

den jing at 1st so angry wif xiaodao.... hais... true lahx... coz wifout xiaodao equals to 1/4 of the chance to get xiezhi...wif xiaodao... becum 1/5 chance...

coz xiaodao nvr contribute... oso me has the least interest in him... juz like pt, ye, jing...tt time i like 5566 ish more of liking xiezhi... can say wifout xiezhi mabbe i wun so crazy over 5566... budden now more equal liaox.. like both 5566 as a whole.... xiezhi as an individual...

aniwae~ ye went to collect herself... and she called me....when she got xiaodao le....
den she called me tt time got 2nd line(jing calling)...so i like so rush... cut her off...(a bit lahx)... budden i told her pt, jing got xiaodao oso... dun so sad....

den tok to jing... another 2nd line(from pt) she said her fren got renfu... budden wans it for herself...

hais... den at 1st pt, ye queuing for r&b autosession... now i dun wan to queue le... ye dun feel like queuing le(recovering from the jiayoubang incident)... cant expect pt to queue herself mahx? so in the end.... no one ish queuing...

tt's not the pt lo... it's juz like.... ehmx... me dun realli noe the situation... oso dun wan to comment... to make it worse...

budden i think coz of tt stupid jiayoubang.... hais
wifout xiaodao's jiayoubang...
ye mab get shaowei/mengzhe... there r tons of pple out there to exchange...
she mab even get rf....hais
jing would b happier... coz she kan kai liao....
budden now like the jiayoubang spoils not onli ye's mood... my mood too

im the onli lucky one who got xz...
im happie...
actualli... if i get xiaodao.. i will b as sad as ye...
budden u cant expect me to feel sad now?

hais... budden it's like coz of this jiayoubang...
ye vehz pissed off...
jing oso abit unhappie
can tel pt oso not v happie...
all becoz of xiaodao

actualli my this entry was suppose to b commenting bout the album...
budden i realli no mood
i duno wad i feeling now...
i dun feel happie...
i feel happie( got 2nd album finalli)
i dun feel happie ( coz u cant expect me to b happie when all the pple around me not in tt gd mood)

i dun understand...
i noe jing kan kai le... aniwae she not realli xz's fan mahx..... now she juz hope tt she can get other pple's de.... can tel she ok le... watching energy now.... =)

i more of like...
hais... ye now v upset...
i noe if i were her... i would wan renfu lo...
hais...

my mum waiting for me.. gg out now... cum back continue....

to pt, jing, ye:
kan kai yi dian! tmr jian! b happie abit.... 2nd album's out!
tmr we r gg to c r&b!




Thursday, January 08, 2004, 1/08/2004 04:17:00 PM

heys!

yesterdae missed an entry... lol... was home early budden did alot of things on the net sho i nvr blog...basically wad happened yesterdae was tt i d/l 3 5566 new songs.. total got 10 songs mahx.. den shou hou/boyfren heard le... den 8 more... d/l 3 more... half of the album finished le... so sad rite...so todae i nvr d/l aniting... sending pple and receiving easy cum easy go video... coz can c xiezhi dance... hahas.... now can c the bit i d/l le.. he sho shuai! hahas... i oso d/l ONE MORE TRY(vehz nice... xiezhi kinda lead... gimme tiao bo de feeling... budden quite diff. from it... hmm)... easy cum easy go ish vehz.... un-5566... den BOUNCE~!lol.. this is the most unexpected song i ever expect from 5566... all i can hear ish shaowei and r&b... lol... den the song vehz... sound like one children song... hahas... den oso heard ZHUI HOU YI MIAO... abit weird... budden quite nice... hahas... idoitgurl from ami told me tt "LENG FENG GUO JING" is the nicest shu qing song(in her opinion) lol... i HOPE so too! yay~ hahas

wad happened was i called fans hub todae.. they sae tmr can get album le! cross my fingers and hope i will get xiezhi's jiayoubang! hahas.. mz's black, shaowei's blue... renfu.... expected... YELLOW----=S hahas... den got xiaodao's one oso!!! hais... i noe xiaodao fans vehz happie... budden a bit weird... evathing dun haf xiaodao... den suddenly jiayoubang includes him... o well... his one is green... and i dun like green =\

1/5 of the chance will get xiezhi's one.. im sorrie to say.. i haf regard 56 as ke ai de shaowei(so funnie)... chao ke ai de mengzhe... chao "crazy" de ah fu.... chao shuai de xiezhi!.... i noe as a fan... 5 PPLE MEANS 5 PPLE.. budden it's like... i like 5566 onli bout 1mth b4 xiaodao left for usa... so i saw 5566 AS 4 pple LIVE... i enjoyed xjsn AS 4 PPLE DE... i watched shows and stuff.. mostly 4 PPLE DE.... i cant even tel xiaodao's voice in 1st album.... now he's back.. to me abit diff... thou i glad tt finally 5 le... coz it was meant to b 5... hais... i juz hope tt he's back PERFECTLY IN THE RITE CONDITION... and STAY as 5... i think time will change the situation u c... =)

another thing tt happened yesterdae was.... news bout 5566's concert... most ex de tickets ish 149 dollar plus 1 dollar sistic charge... most cheap one ish 69 dollar plus 1 dollar sistic charge... o well... 149 is out... aniwae i doubt i will get 149 dollars out... or even iff i could... those seats will b occupied by starland and other fcs... ye wants 129.. i think i will go wif her... coz 2 person nicer mahx... pt and jing not gg... oso not a wrong decision... ehmx.. u c... u cant expect me to fork out 100 plus for toro's or ayu's concert rite? this is the rite thing to do.. thou im a bit disappointed(u cant ask me to feel happie)... budden it's not a matter of frenship and accompanyment... it's MONEY$$$!!! the reality... hahas... wad am i doing...

so i calcuated... 20 dollar for 2nd album(my mum)... den in this wk i haf save a total of 28 dollar, plus 2 extra dollar... 30 dollar... 130 minus 30 dollar... 100 dollar! 100 minus 50(my mum) 50 dollar! todae ish 8th... "ticketing" dae ish 19th... after this wk will b another wk b4 concert! omg! another 30 dollars... den mabbe early angbao money... shld b enuff to pay!!! yay~ so happie~ hahas... at 1st quite worried.. now abit happier le...=)

me got the urge to ask for leng feng luo jing from irc... decided not to! imagine tmr get the album... 1st thing open up the package... den find my jiayoubang is..... (hahas... of coz i wan xiezhi!)..den slowly open the cd... the songbk.. the lyrics(jing will check for toro's name=PpP)... den listen to the cd! den 1st song will b easy cum easy go! hahas.. nice feeling... and it's the wk end! yay~ my desired life! hahas... so IM NOT GG TO D/L ANY NEW SONGS.. IM GG TO MAKE MYSELF ENTERTAINED by dongyang and sntgt... yay~ hahas...

hmm... wanyl nvr mention bout eng hol hw... phew~...

and hou liang ish gd in his teaching.. find tt i can concentrate better in class den when WANG LAO SHI was teaching.. hahas...

met rachel yesterdae.. she was saying how lucky am i to get hippo... happie to noe tt... hahas... i think he teach maths quite ok... his speed vehz funie... mrs ooi ish 1 exercise 1 dae finish... he ish split into 3 daes.... lol... we haf been doing exercise 1d since tues!

tmr got gb tan... hahas... gd show!

oso got lit... hmph.. i dun like her! pronounce my name wrongly... not onli tt... juz kan her bu shuang... @#$%^&*----- hahas...

den "ai" guo tmr ish wkends le! yay~ .... better call ye and remind her to bring xjsn!so tt wkends can watch.... todae i was thinking bout the part WHEN xiezhi hugged yanyan... he was like... saying... "i lied juz now" and den hugged her... hahas... so nice... den the part they dated each other... hahas....

aniwae rite...
i go 1st lahx...
mum's back.. complaining to my uncle tt internet fees high... wants broadband... budden my uncle like "dislike broadband"... &%*^.... stoopid! i wan broadband!




Tuesday, January 06, 2004, 1/06/2004 09:05:00 PM

hais... sianZzZ....

todae after sch went out wif pt, keli, and jing... at 1st onli wanted to buy ye's prezzie( or at least i tot).. hahas.. in the end we bot peiting's and ye's and they bot mine... =)

aniwae... wad happened was history lesson gabriel tan nvr cum... no "show" to watch... lol.. y we like wan him to cum so much? crazy pple ... budden he cum... will haf a laugh de... lol.. thurs he shld b cuming... the onli person in class ish jenn... budden... hahas...

thou we missed a "gd show" my guess hit "jackpot" lol... realli HOU LIANG... lols.. that vehz moment he came inside... hahas... i like laughing at jing.. she beat me back... pain... den i guess hou liang saw it.. but didnt say aniting... hmm... he sho damm "crazy" weird... yu hsuan becum yu san or sth... coz he had a student wif tt name.. o well... den ting wei's name regarded as "nice name" den i think khui bing or sb coughed... lol... my arm considered as "long" (coz he short mahx) i measured wif peiting.. me onli 3 cm longer... diaoXxX.... he asked me bout my cca... and ya.. an awkward q for me at tt moment... sianz... so he started lesson lo... jing han ... me no comments.. juz gd luck to her!=) budden i think hou liang ok lahx... at least not as bad as i think.. but he can b better... lol

english was bit better den yesterdae.. thou i hope she wun get the sitting plan so soon... den she will call name and all that... sianz... i handed in my hols hw and hoped for the best... juz hope it's presentable and acceptable... or else.. hmm

tt math lesson was hmm hmm hmm... hahas.. ok lahx.. we were kept in interest... lol... i strive for better maths results this yr.. wif him around... the future ish...hahas... i duno.. i think it's not as stressful as being around wif mr tay or mr toh... in a way we considered lucky le... buden he todae abit lame... or becoz i noe tt phrase le.. i think the whole class onli me and gurinderjit noes.. i told me in p2... =P... lols
dun trouble(verb) trouble(thing), unless trouble(thing) troubles(verb) u... o well... maths oso can apply this ... hahas...

hmm... den sci ish juz like b4... can sleep... geo vivian koh still havent cum.. sian.... tmr got pe(yellow pe shirt... *bleughs* den home ed.. will cook... who will b my parter... i miss val!

hmm... things r juz as weird... yesterdae waited 3 hrs for easy cum easy go(ish there anyway to shorten this wifout ani misunderstandings?)... den I COUL;DNT GET IT.. coz it's a clip... den onli got 1st 45 sec... 1st 30 secs.. no 56.. after 30 sec.. more music.. budden no singing...

den todae got the song(onli) when i 1st asked for it! hahas... 1st time listen... guess tt voice was xiezhi.. the starting... coz dun realli sound like him... hahas... budden cant b anyone else mahx... den i think shaowei sang quite abit... renfu oso... xiezhi ish more of starting/ending.. hmm... at 1st gimme energy de feeling.. lol.. listen another time... bit of 5566's feeling... hahas.. den one more time.. AARON KOK's style!!! abit lehx... den another time... hahas.. nth to do mahx.. i no comments le... i think mabbe it;s not vehz WONDERFULLY nice.. budden the fact tt 5566 are daring and try new stuff.. it's commendable!=) jia you worx!

den went ami... wadde.. got one pic show a GAL who look like xiezhi... o well... hahas.. 1st look.. den 2nd look... no lahx.. 3rd time i look... i realised it's not xiezhi look like gal... is the gal dun look like gal.. oso dun look like boy... hmm... lazy to find the url for u pple to c... hahas... onli peiting saw.. so shocked... haha.. i mean her.. i think not vehz alike.. got c even alike renfu one... hahas.. got c one foto of a guy... realli look like xiezhi.. 1st look... hahas... budden he nt bad looking... lol.. juz tt after 1st look think xiezhi ish the original one.. lol

hais... tmr ish another new challenge... i hate it... sianz

~aixiezhi~






Monday, January 05, 2004, 1/05/2004 09:53:00 PM

hais... this is gg to b short... sianz...

todae go back to sch start work le lor... sianz

den liddat lor... waulaos the lit teacher hor... no comments
budden now i vehz worried bout my hol hw, the lit research...=P
coz i anihow do mahx....

hahas... maths oso start 1st lesson... sianzZzZ lehz...
he so damm lame at times... budden at least the face/action funnier den mr toh... lol
mr toh ish nt funny at all, but wan to act funny
sianz
he crazy... add 24 zeros to the no.
juz to show us how to do standard form.....

he mentioned bout mrs ooi...
made all of us sho sad...
i miss mrs ooi
katong convent sho lucky... =(

hais... den the eng was like...
so strict lor...
where got nvr hand in work on time muz copy headlines for strait times
for 3 times... muz call parents...
for 6 times... muz meet parents...
for 12 times or so... c them in office...

o well...
no matter wad she oso ex cedarian mahx.... y treat us liddat?

hais... sianz..
den sci i was like half asleep...
she not as effective as mrs gay...=P
she not tt interesting to keep me awake..
or i shld say...
she not tt fierce...

went to lib wif cassandra durin recess...
hahas.. asked bout lib cca...
to think trackers turn librarians
den duno wad muz find mdm noorhani...
we tot she malay
budden staff room de list there.. she under tamil..
sho when we called... a malay came out...
budden we duno
so she went in again
den we went downstairs find her foto
den realise it's her... tt malay looking teacher
so we called back... this time my turn... hahas...
she asked me who am i..
i said polly
i told her i wan to c her outside... can cum out or not?
she said juz now she went outside.. no pple
so i told her im cassandra's fren...
the gal who called her... lol

so she went out...
we like tok tok tok
she like listen listen
she said sth like she tok to ms leong c how 1st
she seemed surprised tt trackers turned librarians...
lols...

actualli cum to think of it...
librarians not bad
at least easy to b chairman...
lols...
u noe cca leaders? haha
summore by sec 4... me and cassandra will b the onli few senior gals...
lol...

she told us gim transfer form to ms leong..
she tok to ms leong..
if evathing ok.. can lo
if ms leong toks bad bout us..
den i duno how
budden i vehz guai to ms leong le.... i nice enuff to her le...

aniwae~ den rushed home to watch wqyl..got xiezhi...
hehe..
he sho shuaix.. e hat so funny.. not nice...
budden he ended up the loser... so kana balloon burst
he like so scared...hahas...
at 1st still say muz win mengzhe... lol
mengzhe turned clever le ... winner of the dae...
hahas.. xiezhi ansed tt onli question correctly coz the other 2 pple gave him chance.. lol
budden he realli bian de yue lai yue shuai... not bian shuai.. coz originally shuai
pple will onli say renfu bian shuai... coz he originally not shuai.. budden he now got diff... budden to me like ok lo... wad's the big deal aniwae... =P

u noe this mth jan... i need to spend money on alot of things...
$19--- pay mother(own her de)
$20(est)--- 2nd album
peiting's, yongen's, cassandra's, huijun's bdae prezzie

who thinks tt me jan buffdae not a bad thing... sianz
cassandra 11th
pt 16th
huijun 18th
ye 20th

diediedie... no money
sianz
now half an hr to xjsn... den 1 hr to byebye todae...
den tmr 1st period hist... hahas... gd luck jenn!
2nd period ish sci... hopefulli can sleep...
after recess ish chinese..
lols...
hou liang? mrs han? lol
jing gd luck...=) =P

hais... wad an "interesting" dae ahead of me(hahas.. todae's english lesson 1st Question of the yr... )
hais.. todae waited 3 hrs for easy cum easy go..
but failed
tmr muz wait for airenfu to send me...
aixiezhi waiting for airenfu
o well...

budden i heard bit of it.. vehz energy....
hmm... budden heard from aixiezhi tt partically whole song "dancable" lols..
toro de lyrics... hmm
hope tmr can get it...
=) wish me luck

oways renfu fans giving me trouble... hahas
mabbe coz indirectly "punish" me..
i so mean to renfu
lol

heng xi huan mvp qing ren li de taizi
heng xi huan xjsn li den you ya yu
dan wo zhui xi huan
5566 li zhui ren zhen, zhui shuai qi de sun xie zhi!

ni hao shuai worx!


~aixiezhi~




Sunday, January 04, 2004, 1/04/2004 04:55:00 PM

hais...
sianZ...
the new paper i couldnt find....
sold out... den asked ye to help me...
she oso cannot find...
den cannot find peiting to help me buy...
shd haf called jing eariler so tt she could haf tried to help me buy....
or i shd haf used the comp earlier...
or i shd haf opened my eyes bigger... coz i past by 4 newstands.... and didnt c it...
hais...

den i like suddenly so unhappie... hais...
den i was asking my father where he go and find de.. y dun haf..
ended up they(both of them) started tokin bout wad onli a newspaper...(ok, i admit.. i a little too kua zhang)

den went on tokin' bout duno wad cedar... wadde... sianz
hais... they like nvr think properly liddat...

aniwae... then i was thinking the onli person on earth tt WILL haf this copy of new paper ish wenqi...

hais... den called my cousins c if they haf... den they call their frens...
haha... me one person make so many pple busy...
ya... carry on scolding... in front or behind my back...

hais... now my aunt got tt copy of new paper le...
-happie-
-relieved-

i oso realised how crazy i haf becum... haha...
Y did i fall in love wif xiezhi?
Y didnt i stop myself from doin' tt..?
Y did i trouble the whole family juz becoz he's on headlines?

all becoz of xiezhi... grr...

haha... but im not angry wif him or wad
yesterdae went like evaone(both of them) started toking crap.. senseless stuff...TT is not true...
i was like close to tears...
not becoz i couldnt get the papers... coz THEY dun understand... and they even linked evathing stoopid together....
den i looked up... haha... xiezhi smiling at me... so comforting...

sun xie zhi... wo gei ni hai can le...
u got me into all these...
y didnt i mind queuing up JUZ to c u...

hais... budden i dun regret.... i oso duno y...
u bot me so much excitement, fun, frens, and kept me so occupied...

ahh! ai si ni le lahx...
sumtimes the papers shldnt put xiezhi...
sumtimes i shld go online eariler...
sumtimes i shld juz visit the newstands when im free...

o well....

aniwae... todae's ufm results damm scarly... thou i like it... =PpP

haha... wifout ur love 21 wks... 4 mth 1 wk... 1/3 of a yr...
5566 fans haf the money, time, preservance to create this i suppose...
lols... 04 muz continue jia you worx!!!

hais... sianz... shall go 1st... tmr sch start wk le... sian....


hen xi huan mvp qing ren li de taizi
ye hen xi huan xjsn li de you ya yu
dan wo zhui xi huan,
5566 li zhui ren zhen, zhui shuai qi de sun xie zhi

~aixiezhi~




Saturday, January 03, 2004, 1/03/2004 08:12:00 PM
haisxxxx

hmm... i wrote bout 3 lines.. den pressed sth wrongly... so rewriting now... budden feeling diff le... hais

i was saying we considered lucky to haf a bubby hippo(i hope) who supposedly doesnt seem to pose any threats... lol...

2M got mr toh as the form eacher.. and 2S/A got mr tay got maths... phew~

aniwae.... my feeling changed... hais....

duno y todae new paper toks bout xiezhi..... and an incident tt happened really long ago....

he was like so angry and said to his grandmother tt she would nt c her grandson again.... and it was the last time he saw his grandmother.... he until now still vehz unhappie bout it... hais.. he had a fight wif his mother mahx... den in the end... so pissed off until wan to "disown" the whole family... sorta... young tt time abit mad mahx... lol... den his grandmother actualli pleaded wif him... budden he nvr listen.... hais...now he said tt he hated himself for wad he said.... hais

zhi qi realli vehz touching....

anyway~ was at chinatown todae(again!?!) realised tt nowadaes like keep gg there... budden ya... now no chance le lahx... stuck in sch... even MARKET i wan to go oso cant go... no time... sianz... ya... todae duno wad firecrackers... sho like all the nth better to do pple went to QUEUE hoping tt can c... after 30 yrs... -.-" hais.. jamed the WHOLE CHINATOWN until... haha... stoopid... wasting time.. as if they gg to c sum stars(for eg. xiezhi =) ) juz sum red noisy crackers... tt give off smoke... sianZzZ..... den bot jeans... sianZzZ... y all the nice shirts got prints like 23(renfu's fav no.),28, 68, 88,72... stoopid... trying to find 12/56 heee...budden can onli find 55...

hais... bot y generation todae oso... got toro/xiezhi on same pg mahx... woa... they tok bout toro's mum... lol... his mum wanted him to b professionals like lawyers/doctors haha... i think singers oso a professional job... cum actor/host..... =)

they tok bout xiezhi.. and his pai gai ness.... lol... true tt he dun haf pai kai face.... budden he realli a little imp... lol... even broke pple's windows b4... p5 started fighting wif pple he bu shuang wif.... those pple sho damm mean... laughed at him coz he dun haf a dad... grr.... so he angry and punched dem lo... haha... he from gd student changed to pai kai... exams papers onli wrote sun xie zhi... and nth else... o well... budden he dun look stoopid.. haha... v gd in jap... can write till sho well...even got japanese bot his bk from tw... den after reading , sent a letter to the publisher... lol...

aniwae... v sianz... i rather b sianing for the rest of my life den to go back to bks... i hate sch!

todae saw cassandra online... decided to meet her durin' recess on mon.. den go lib ask bout lib... hais... sianz... budden i will feel better if she ended up having lib wif me u c... she's vehz nice person!=)

oya... todae at chinatown saw energy on cover de PLAy... aug de.. budden sold for onli $4... wadde... tt time i shared wif jing.. and paid bout 2 dollars u noe... she paid 6 dollars... hais suffered a loss....

hais.. sian... go 1st.. they sae PLAY got 5566=) mabbe gg to buy durin these few daes... when the album cums...

hen xi huan mvp qing ren li de taizi
ye hen xi huan xjsn li de you ya yu
dan wo jui xi huan
zhui ren zhen,zhi shuai qi de sun xie zhi

~aixiezhi~




Friday, January 02, 2004, 1/02/2004 04:45:00 PM

1st dae of sch!

sianz... wad's sho nice bout sch lo... 'cept frens....

cum to cedar tt time... so many sec 1s... all like so innocent liddat... haha... skirts not altered yet.... so "cute"... 2 mths later show their true colours... hehe..... tuck out and all tat... heh...

ya... went to 2H... the keli was there le... ya... sho tok to her lo... hahaz.. can feel tt we nt vehx close.... after 2 mths nvr tok all tt mahx... den ye came... wif her trademark "hello"... lol... den jh, pt all came... haha... sho tok and tok lo.. bout val... and the tan han kiang lol....

den go down to 1H... weiling was there.. so said hi to her.. haha.. she so innocent... heh... sec 1s r the best yr in sec sch life! woa.. she kana WANG LAO SHI. lols.. tt MRS HAN MOI SWEE or sth... lol... she sho naggy... so old.. think she oways rite.. relies on "YAN HUI"... haha.. joc... budden i oso in danger of gettin' her for chinese.. so me better cross my fingers... xXx

den worse thing ish... courtyard hor... TT hippo appeared lo.. was like asking who nvr cum... PC OR PSL... wah sei... he cannot tok in one sentence de... lol

haha.. den in the classroom....lol... realli look like hippo... lol... my fridge de magnet ish a cloth hippo lo... lols... tt one look so cute.. nose ish pink in colour.. den whole body grey ....

HAIS... hais. hais... MRS OOI LEFT... i vehz sad lehx... wanted her to b our math teacher.. or sci oso can mahx.. budden she JUZ left liddat... nvr say aniting... hais... y all the nice teachers like leave cedar de? mrs lim oso left... hais... den her.... *cries*.... sho unfair... y dun pple like sebby leaves for gd?=P

den tt hippo took us for 3 hrs.. den got election lo....
results:
monitress~ huiting
asst. monitress~ olivia
(2 gd frens.. budden i feel tt novabelle ish the best monitress... but... jia you worx huiting! we voted for u coz u can do it!)
secertary~ jocelyn(hmm... haha... not rebekah)
tresuruer~ gracia(hmm better den tt lucy... 1S so ke lian... sebby form teacher... lucy their PC for 1st term... -shake head-)
ce rap~ regina(i tink?)
marker i/c(lols, hippo's idea)~lyania( tot will b tingwei.. tot she likes the board alot... write nonsense on the board de mahx)
eng rap~ gurinderjit(better den sneha)
maths rap~ yyy... lols... yuwen(todae hair so funnie.. haha... =) )
sci rap~ keli(she isnt v happie bout it)
chi rap~ LOLS... JING HAN!!! haha... wad if realli wang lao shi... she realli suay le)=P...
geo rap~ fahannah (hmm... after all she ish the innocent one from our class.. tt geo thing...)
hist rap~ this is a double HAHA... LOLS... jenn... (g. tan and her...lols... budden i think shld b k de)
lit rap~ this ish a damm booboo... me... crazy pple out there... haha... me vehz nt organised de.. u will regret it....
home ed~ pt and bahvani... heh... peiting... haha.. sculy doris foong again!?!
d&t~ ehmx... who ah? forget le... budden mr toh ish better den tt duno wad mrs lee...
art~yong en again!!! lols... BETTER B MR LOW!!! HAHA

aniwae... the teachers.. hmm... too early to set judgement le.. lol... juz tt hope our chi ish nt hou lao shi.. he vehz lazy de... =P

haha... wad a nice dae back... onli sum parts nice onli....

this is onli the beginning... how am i gg to pass the rest of the wks???

still got duno wad swimming in term2 3 4 ... crazy... so not practical lo

aniwae~ todae saw SHOU HOU MV... xiezhi damm shuai inside!!! ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... realli vehz shuai lo.... budden pple say renfu better.. grr... i dun care... 5566 all vehz shuai in short... if u wan to elaborate.... of coz xiezhi and mengzhe.. haha... shaowei oso nt bad.. renfu oso can/ juz tt it's nt my kinda of taste...

irc got pple hear easy cum easy go le... they say vehz rock... hmm... like aaron kok??? omg... budden it's a gd chance for new things... mengzhe and shaowei's turn to shineee....

they say one more try oso v nice... but tt stoopid person dun wan to send the file... grr....

irc ish such a nice place.. haha..at times... when pple r united and counting down tt dae... 31/12.. ya... voting in a thing... we manage to increase xiezhi's votes from 0.1% to 15%... which is..... hmm... 1500 votes to now de 200000... yay~ budden now evaone nt enthu le...

sianzZ.... hais... tok later.... wan to watch sntgt.. oso i had had a long dae... MUZ REST!!! *yawns*

cyaz...

hen xi huan mvp qing ren li de taizi
ye hen xi huan xjsn li de you ya yu
dan wo zhui xi huan
5566 li zhui ren zhen, zhui shuai qi de sun xiezhi...

ni hao shuai worx!





Thursday, January 01, 2004, 1/01/2004 08:41:00 PM
i hate sch!

hais... the worst has cum... juz in another 10 hrs... it will b 6am.... ahh!!! in another 10hrs 45mins.. i will b in cedar u... and at sec 2H... toking to ye, pt, keli, jing... i realli vehz vehz sad... i feel so terrible!!! i neber really dread sch until liddat... thou i used to hate it too.. buden its like... hais... i haf to face alot of probs de! :'(
1) change of CCA
2) change of situation(val's nt here, wad if got horrible teachers?)
3) streaming/thro train(if there is)
4) more challenages tt me duno yet....

hais... 1st major impt prob... cca... i dun wan to elaborate... lilin says tt join sumthing u will b happie in.. i cant think of any... either u got talents(music) or either u haf the strength.. hais~ ccas like library, ccc r gg to b my choices.. coz im nt gd at anything... hais...oso i wan to slack..

hais... val gone le... it's a fact.. thou she mabbe wun feel tt wifout me vehz bad... budden wifout her as a class.. we r gg to miss alot....

den the teachers... the tot of having a male form teacher is getting more like it... budden i cant stand the sight of tan... wad if tersa tan b our teacher... ahh

hais... den streaming all tt muz work hard le.. budden i need the comp,wqyl,5566 to survive.... wqyl is nt a must.. budden becum routine le =P den comp is realli a must... oso like routine le.. 5566 ish a must... lol... dun haf to force myself.. it's in me! =)

hais... speaking bout 5566... yumin told ye tt muz preorder from hmv den got pass... ehmX... den shld we? ye oso says she duno... HAIS...y muz this happen... if realli muz preorder i think better preorder fast! hais... SIANZ... as if those 3 troubles above wun last me....another stoopid one!

hais... im gg to get the pass/autograph no matter wad... tt one at most spend more money...
i need to get back the transfer form and pluck out my courage to cca-hunt
i need to study hard enuff...
i need to save money for concert/vcd/cd/merchendise....

hais... wad a new yr i haf... another 364 more daes... hais